Madness of love 5

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Madness of love, 5
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Dream on. This old fellow lives in the land of dreams and fantasy; so, let me tell you this, this fellow can be you as well as me.
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Madness of love 5
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Lovers to be beware!
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Before I go on telling you about my Sunny Smile love with no love story, in this post Madness of love 5, I would like to say to you, lovers beware! Lovers to be beware the force of love; I am saying this because I have been hurt from it. So let me write a few other things about this love hurting, those things which I don’t seem to be able to include in my writings easily; so, just to keep track of my love hurt feelings that sometimes were and are running in all directions. So please, be patient with me while I sort it out. I would like to start by telling you my love pains in this chapter of; Lovers to be beware!
Now, let me explain these writings here, although this post Madness of love 5 is being written in my dreamland writings, which I called Lovers to be beware; lots of things written about love in here are real feelings and they are not dreams, because they are my feelings of love and pains and they were real: Therefore, I would like to warn any would be lover, if you sit out to find your own love sweet love, to beware of the gates of Love Sweet Love; because they may lead you at the same time to the gate of Love Pains.
So, here I am writing about an imaginary Love Gate, which I believe that if a real love gate would exist: there should be written on these love gates something like this:
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THE GATE OF LOVE
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Mother-nature about love speaks loud and clear,
Warned are those lovers that dare to enter here.
In here not only you may find love sweet love:
But here you may also find anguish and pains.
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Mother-nature and God have set me here forever.
So, I serve the creator, who has given me power to rule,
Over all those lovers that the world will ever know,
They all have to come through this love-gate to love.
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The rules of love we use within here are equal and fair.
But lovers if you come through this love gate beware.
That in this love-gate there are love and pains together.
So lucky are those lovers that will find only sweet love.
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When somebody falls in love he is completely blind,
And he dreams of love sweet love within his mind.
He doesn’t see that there is a double gate in the front.
So lucky is he who enters only the gate of sweet love.
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And unlucky is the one who goes completely blind.
And he doesn’t seem to see the danger that’s around.
So full of sweet love he is, in his heart and his mind,
And dreaming of love he enters the gate of love pains.
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Ouch! How hard can life be sometimes for us, it drives us to do things that could be painful like the love pains that I have written in my poem above? Anyhow, now that I have written my painful poem, I need to say just a few more things to clear my position about what I think about love? I believe that we should take our chances and try to find love one way or another, because love is the only thing that makes life worthwhile, so, let us try and find our own love in our lives.
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Before I sign out from this post of, Madness of love 5, I want to wish you all that you find love sweet love the very first time, so that you do not go through the gates of love pains. Good luck and sweet dreams, as you know you are in Manfraco Dreamland, so you may as well dream about love?
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Madness of love, 5
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Madness of love 4

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Madness of love 4
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This old fellow lives in the land of dreams and fantasy; so, let me tell you this, this fellow can be you as well as me.
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Madness of love 4
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My dear readers let me continue to tell you about my love without love story that I was telling you in my last post of Manfraco Dreamland: This is post, Madness of love 4, which is the continuation of Madness of love 3.
Anyhow, while I was in this garden and while I am thinking what to say and what to do if I meet Sunny Smile, I see Sunny Smile coming into the garden, I try to keep calm and keep doing what I was doing, and hope so much that she would be coming my way, she is looking around to enjoy the sights, and after a little while she turns and she is walking towards me. And a thousand thoughts flash across my mind. And I am thinking I am at the cross-roads of something that can be great! The only thing that I have to do is to find the courage to speak to her, and say what I have to say; After all a lot of great deeds, have been carried out by great people, just because they have had the courage to make that final decision. For example, even the emperor; Julius Caesar had to decide to march his army to Rome, even if he had to battle against the rest of the roman’s armies. So I must go on and take my chances, and do what I have to do, therefore I have to speak to Sunny Smile, about my love feelings that I have for her.
Now Sunny Smile is walking towards me and she is getting very close to where I am, and I feel that she is going to say at least hello if she passes me by, but I want to make sure that I can talk to her, just in case she walks past me with a smile and says nothing. So while she is approaching I smile to her and say: ‘Hello Sunny!’ And since in the garden there is a sit nearby I found the courage to say; please sit down here, I would like to talk to you. She looked at me in a strange way. And then I don’t know what came over me, when I found myself saying to her something crazy like this. If you need a man in your life please take me I am yours. I am sure now that I said the wrong thing, because;
She looked at me as if I was a mad man. And then she said. ‘Thank you for your offer; but no thank you.’ She said a few more things to the same effect, and then she walked away from me. Now you can see why I call this post, Madness of love 4.
After that meeting when I saw Sunny Smile in the garden again, I felt so distressed and in love with her, so I picked a bunch of flowers and gave them to her. She said; ‘thank you, they are beautiful,’ and another few words just to be polite, and nothing else happened after that, but she showed interest in the flowers and not in me. And after that event whenever I met her I would try to be nice to her and give her roses and flowers, but all of my efforts seemed to be in vain, as this relationship was not progressing at all, in fact it became worse as time went by. Meanwhile it was becoming clear to me that I was falling deeply in love with Sunny Smile. So I was falling in love with this lady Sunny Smile but she didn’t want to love me; or at least she tried to make me believe that she didn’t love me. And that moment I wished so much to know what was in her heart, but I couldn’t. I have tried to talk to her and offer her things; but all my efforts seem to be in vain, because she responds always in the negative.
So as you can see I have tried to get a relationship going, but I didn’t succeed; and all I got from it was a broken heart. I thought that at my age these happenings should not have worried me at all; but they did really worry me, as this is my Madness of love 4, which is going to make me half crazy.
This happening has worried me because, when I tried start my relationship going I was thinking that I could walk away from it, and I wouldn’t care if the answer would be in the negative. But then, when I found out that I would not be able to walk away from her, it was a real shock to me.
I could not do it because, I was falling deeply in love with Sunny Smile, and then I started to realise that what seemed for me an easy way out did not exist anymore. Or perhaps it would be better to say that an easy way out had never existed, because I had always loved Sunny Smile without knowing it myself.
And as time went by I fell in love more deeply, because I really wanted Sunny Smile to be mine. Because every time that I saw Sunny I would realise, that she was the best woman that I had ever seen or known, she would for sure be the best wife in the world, and lucky would be the man that could marry her, since she had everything that a man values most in a woman.
And at the same time, I felt so sorry for her because she had divorced; and I could not understand why her former husband had gone so far and divorce her. And indeed if it was me, I would have cried my heart out to her until she would have forgiven me. But it seems that he didn’t even try to ask her to forgive him.
And the more I saw Sunny and talk to her, the more impressed I was about her; since I saw her managing her things exactly the same way that I would manage them, when I am at my best.
And I thought that if I had a twin soul she must be my own twin soul, I have no doubts about it. So, she managed everything so well that I lost my heart over her, because I started thinking how great it would be if she was my wife, she would be the most worthy wife that a man can ever have: She is so beautiful, she is so smiling and warm, she is so understanding, she is so clever, she is so human in her way of dealing with me and with people.
What else can a man ever want from a woman? She would be the most perfect wife that a man can ever have! I know that now I am comparing her to my wife, which at this present time she has become my wife only in name, and I don’t know if she will ever be able of making love to me in the future, and therefore become my wife again as it is supposed to be.
But for a moment, let us stop here to see what difference could there have been between Sunny Smile and my wife! And the difference was so great because; Sunny Smile seemed to me like the sun warm and full of life; and my wife seemed like the moon cold and lifeless, so it would be like comparing the day to the night, it would be like comparing the light to the darkness. If this comparison had happened years ago my wife could have scored much better; but because my wife now is sick and weak, and I don’t know if she is going to be better in the future, and she is also growing colder and colder as a woman, and there is no more love for me. And I am afraid that because she doesn’t love me anymore, and I have to keep away from her I will not be able to love her anymore, as it would be a waste of time for me and it would make me only upset. So this is one of the reasons, or perhaps the only reason, why I have fallen in love Sunny Smile and invented dreamland to have my love dreams. Now, I hope you see what I mean and the reason why I have called this post, madness of love 4 in ma Manfraco Dreamland writings.
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My dear readers, here we are in the land of dreams and fantasy dreaming away; but let me tell you this believe it or not this can happen to you as well as me?
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Madness of love 4
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Madness of love 3

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Madness of love 3
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This fellow is dreaming in the land of dreams and fantasy,
this fellow can be you as well as me, so, let's dream on.
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From the land of dreams and fantasy,
Madness of love 3
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My dear reader; now allow me to talk about my daydreams, and explain them in my own way.
Of all the daydreams that a man can dream during his life; the love-dreams for a woman’s love are the greatest daydreams of them all, with so many emotional feelings and with so many sides, and one can never be sure about what is going to happen next when one falls in love, because loving is similar to a beautiful dream, and in a real sleeping dream things may suddenly change, and what seems to be sweet at one moment next moment it may turn out sour. So for me to have a chance to describe freely my love dream, I may as well pretend that in reality it is all a dream, and so mix daydreams with night dreams, so that nobody knows what’s real and what’s only a night dream, and since I am now writing in dreamland, I may as well get started dreaming away and write my dreams now.
There are times when every night I would dream about a girl, and this girl is called Sunny Smile, I dream about her because I have been in love with her, and also because I have nobody else that loves me nowadays. Therefore, in my present situation I still love Sunny Smile and I dream about her every day of my life. I have to dream about loving someone, because I have no real love in my present way of life, and dreaming about love at night or daydreaming during the day is my whole love life, and by doing so it seems to fulfil a small part of that psychological need that we require, in order that we may keep mentally healthy, so in a way this dreaming of love is a God sent dream of love, which helps me to overcome my deficient love life, by supplying in a poor way the sweet part of love making that is missing in my life. Therefore, it would be wise for me to keep dreaming on and do not disturb my way of dreaming. But let me tell you a few of my love dreams, since I have dreamed so many of them.
Therefore, allow me to tell you this part of my story, as if it is a real dream even if it may be real. Because writing my story as a dream, it will be easier for me to say things and what I did, mixed up with things that I thought, and things that I dreamed during the days or the nights. I would like to write my story this way because I don’t like to separate things, and to say exactly what I did to everybody. And then if it happens that there is a real lady called Sunny Smile, and one day she happens to read my writings she will know the truth, and how little or nothing really happened between us, with the exception that I became emotionally involved, much more than I thought possible. So now let me start to tell you the story:
One day I dreamt that I was working in a garden, I don’t know and I can’t tell you exactly where this garden was, but I can tell you that this garden had something to do with Sunny Smile my sweetheart, because I have seen Sunny Smile strolling in this garden a few times. I am doing some sort of works in the garden, so I have been there already a few days, my heart is full of expectations and in love, and I hope so much that Sunny Smile will show up soon, and if she comes close enough I am going to talk to her, I really want to talk to her because in a previous chance meeting there was something strange that I said: I remember that day when I met her in the shopping centre, she said to me that she had divorced, and while we were talking about her divorce I felt sorry and concerned about her, therefore I asked her; ‘How do you manage now?’ I never meant my question to be so physically personal, as her answer was. Because she answered to me; ‘My womb rumbles, but I am all right because I love my children.’ She also said a bit more about her divorce, and other painful things that followed her divorce.
But what’s on my mind right now is that very personal answer of hers, because I felt as if she was feeling anguish in her heart, and she was so sorry for herself and crying to me for help. I am saying this because one has to understand, that when a man hears an answer that implies sex from a beautiful lady like Sunny Smile, it can only sound to him as if it is an invitation to make love. Perhaps she said that phrase on impulse and without thinking, just to make me feel sorry about her. Or was her subconscious inviting me to think about her? I just don’t know! Therefore the only way to find out is to talk to her.
As far as I know she is not aware that I also need a relationship very much, because I am living with a very sick wife, who is not interested in love making any more, to the point that we are married only in name and sleep in different beds, therefore a relationship with Sunny Smile would be very welcome for me.
So for me now, the only way to find out if a relationship is possible with her is to talk to her, and then see if she would be interested in the relationship that I can offer her. Therefore if she comes in the garden today I have to find the courage to talk to her.
So I start thinking what to say: Should I say, ‘I love you!’ Perhaps not, it doesn’t make sense if I say ‘I love you, out of the blue; Perhaps it would be better to say, since you are alone you may need somebody who would love you in a new relationship, and I also need a relationship very much, so take me with you, I will be your man. Ho no! Even this way it doesn’t sound right. This is going to be the hardest thing that I have to say in my whole life. Anyhow whatever I may say, if and when she comes this way is better than not saying anything.
I love you Sunny Smile.
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My dear readers, here we are in the land of dreams and fantasy, so, believe it or not this has happened to me?
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Dreamland Mundane
Madness of love 3
IS TO BE CONTINUED:
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