In search of inner peace

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I am saying that from there on I have been in search of inner peace, which is after we had this trip to Italy, because when we came back to Australia things between me and Giovanna were not the same any more. And from that time onward Giovanna has never been happy to live here in Australia, because she started believing then that if she had gone back to Italy, it would have been better for her.
Since then, I have wished and thought that she would forget about Italy, and she would make an effort to live here in Australia in a peaceful environment; but it was not to be, because later on everything started to turn even worse. And to cut a long story short, since then my family unit has become like a two horse carriage, with one horse pulling all the weight and the other horse pulling nothing at all. Also in my case things went from bad to worse, because in my case not only I had to pull all the weight, but my partner the lazy horse would bite and kick me when I wanted to do something useful, I think she did that to make me change my mind, and decide to go back to Italy: but that could not be, because I believe that for me it would have been a real disaster if I went back. So, as life went on and time passed by things progressively became worse for us, and my wife became sick with arthritis and also with depression. We went to see many doctors, and they have done everything possible for her to get her better; but it has not helped much. Now the worst part here is that my wife blames me for everything that has happened to her, therefore she thinks that it is my entire fault. I now that it is her depression that makes her think and behave like that, and she can’t help herself about that belief, so I think that my in-laws have really done a lot of harm to me and to their daughter, but anyhow that is past now and there is no way one can change anything.
So, I am in search of my inner peace since then. Now about my sick wife, knowing that she is sick and depressed does not help me, because I believe that I deserve better than the way she is treating me; and about her depression she is depressed because she has never really cared about me. So I would say that: After all what I have done for my wife, she has never really loved me, because if she had loved me, she would have found the meaning of life itself, and she would have found the way of how to live a better life here with me. Therefore I believe, that because she thinks only about her own self, and then she cannot have the way of life that she would have liked to have she is depressed.
This story that I have written above is only a short story of my life, which shows that it leaves me in a family unit that is very sick, and I believe that perhaps it is going to break up soon. So I am emotionally very distressed and it makes my life miserable. All these distresses and emotions make me feel strange at times, so much so that I would like to leave my wife and find somebody else, since she doesn’t allow me to make love to her, because I don’t mean anything to her and she does not seem to have any sexual desires even with another man I guess. She is cold as cold as frost? So I feel that I am in a deserted land, especially when I think about love.
In my next post I will be talking about this deserted love land.
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The oasis of peace

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THE OASIS OF PEACE
This is an article that I wrote a long time ago and I called it: From the oasis of peace to the oasis of tranquillity.
I suppose every one of us has sometimes found a bit if peaceful living during our lives, one could call this the oasis of peace, just because we have found peace within ourselves. But this oasis of peace unfortunately does not last very long, therefore, soon or later we find that everything around us starts to give us trouble and this is when the oasis of peace ends, from there on we may try to find our peace again, but we may not succeed and we feel sorry for ourselves.
So, today I would like to talk about what is on my mind, because I have lost the oasis of peace within myself, it is all about the way that my emotional love life is taking me nowadays, so I wonder why I think always about these strange thoughts, and I feel as if I am in a deserted land, so now let me describe to you my state of mind if I can:
Now, let us just take one person for example, then one person should be one unit, and therefore one unit should be able to stand on its own; but it is not so. Because one person alone cannot live as a single unit for a very long time, since any person needs love and a family to live life properly. Therefore that single person soon will end up within a group as a unit of a family.
A complete family unit with all its members is a unit that can be independent from the outside world, provided that all the members of this family agree to be so. Therefore the best way to live one’s own life is within a family unit; but one has to admit that sometimes even the best of the family units may strike trouble. And this would be just like my own family unit at the present time.
Now because I am talking about myself, I would say that when I got married I built my own family unit. As it happened I built my family unit far away from my native land, and also away from any relatives or in-laws, just because I had moved away here in a far away land called Australia. There are a couple of reasons why I built my family unit here: One reason was because I was doing well here, since I had already established myself here in Australia, and if I went back to my native land of Italy, it would mean that I had to start from the beginning all over again; the second reason was that if I had gone back to my native land, I would have had problems with my in laws’ since they were not easy people to live with even at a distance. They would promise you every sort of help if you went there: only to find that they would do anything to make your life miserable, if you didn’t do anything their own way.
So I decided to stay put in Australia, and built my own family unit the way I wanted it to be, which to me it has been like an Oasis of Peace for a length time, partly because no one was telling us what to do, and also because to earn a living here in Australia was easier than in Italy.
So while I was living here in my Oasis of Peace, in the beginning I thought that I was doing very well indeed, although my wife had some different thoughts of her own. You see now, when I come to think about it, there were signs from the time when we arrived in Australia, that my wife didn’t like here very much; because I believe that she really loved the style of life that she used to have in Italy, when she was single and carefree, because then she had no much to do but to look after herself, and to dress herself up and go out to chat to her friends.
What my wife didn’t take into consideration the change of life that would follow, because when one gets married and moves to another country of course life would be different, perhaps life would be easier one way but harder another way, but anyhow we were living here and to a certain extend we were happy for a few years.
Then in the year 1980, we had a trip and went back to Italy to visit our relatives, and what happened there I could not believe myself. My parents in law and my brothers in law wanted Giovanna my wife to move back to Italy, but at the same time they didn’t want to help us at all financially, not only to move back to Italy: but they would not give my wife the share that by right she would have received if they had divided their property in equal share with her brothers. It was obvious from what they were doing, that my parents in law had received a fair bit of money, but they were giving all this money to their sons, which would be my brothers in law and nothing to Giovanna my wife. Therefore, they only wanted their daughter to be there with them, in the hope that she would be there to look after them when they would be old. You see they didn’t even consider how hard and foolish it would have been for me to move back to Italy under those conditions. So I decided that we had to come back to Australia, but from that time onward things started to grow slowly worse between me and my wife, because my wife really liked the idea of going to live back in Italy. In fact she liked to go back to Italy so much, that she was not even able to see that her own family didn’t care about her, as it was obvious that they cared only about themselves.
Since this happening with my in laws; I could not help to think about that: If my in laws had given their daughter what they were giving to her brothers at the time when this happened; or, if they had come clean and at least had said to her. Look my darling daughter, as you are not part of this family any more, we are not going to help you financially at all; and because you are married and have your own children you are not part of us. So go and live your own life! And live in peace with your husband, and may God bless you! Then it would have been great for me. But they didn’t do anything like that at all, and all they did was stirring up Giovanna (my wife) to move back to Italy. They were thinking only about themselves, and they did everything their own way, they didn’t understand or care how much hardship they were causing to their daughter, and at the same time they were treating me as a complete stranger, this is how the oasis of peace ended for me. But there is more to this and I will be telling you in next post.
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Madness of love, 14

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In this madness of love post number 14, Frank No: 1 here would like to tell you a story, which is a part of his own true life, in his madness of love he thinks that by telling this story to his sweetheart he might gain some rewards. You see he has lived his life until now the best way he could, with his own life partner, whom now is not interested in him anymore. Therefore now his way of living is falling apart, and so he would like so much to find a new partner, that would be able to help him to keep his love life running the way he likes best. This has happened because as I said his love partner is not interested in him anymore, so, he has become restless and looks around to find a way out; because of this he has fallen in love with a certain Lady and he starts dreaming about her all the time, and so, he would like to tell his sweetheart the following story, in order to show her that he may very well be worth loving. In his madness of love he wants to write to her and tell her many things and just how much he loves her, so, he decides to write her a letter to start with, and then tell her a story which could demonstrate how he feels about her. So he writes:

My dear love:
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First of all I want you to know that I love you beyond any human understanding, for this reason I would like to tell you a short story about my life, and how I am love sick because of you, and so explain to you the way of how I feel about you at the present time. Because right now, I am again living within myself another one of those painful and emotional love experiences, which I happen to live them just because I love you too much, therefore this love that I feel for you within my heart drives me to you, so I want to reach you and be in love with you no matter what happens. But because in my first approach you have denied your love to me I feel so desolated, I feel as if I am in a deserted land, I think that I feel that I am in a deserted land because the desolation of a desert seems to be equal to the desolation of my soul when it’s without your love. So this story that I would like to tell you, I want to show you the great torment that I feel within myself, and the restlessness of my soul that goes in search of you all the time.

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In my madness of love I have called my story: From the Oasis of Peace; to the Oasis of Tranquillity. With this story I hope to show you just how much I love you.
So, my dear readers you can read in my next few posts, this story called; “From the oasis of peace, to the oasis of tranquillity”. See you there!
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This is how I see things in my madness of love.
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POSSIBLE SCENE IN THE FAR AWAY FUTURE, part 2

In my madness of love I say and think about strange things, and this is one of them:
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Madness of love, 13

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The far away future, Part 2
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And here the angel started to tell us; God made Eve for Adam; and this was done for obvious reasons, because no flesh and blood can live on its own and be happy. And in order that they could enjoy each other company, God gave them the most beautiful of them all, which nowadays on earth is called sex life or love. It all was made conditional, so that they would both enjoy it for the rest of their lives. Therefore the whole happiness for mankind is based on this need to love each other, which God made between a man and a woman, and it makes them feel as one single unit, because of the joy that they feel when they both make love to each other willingly together.
And God saw that it was good, so, He gave us the following rule to follow, which reads:
To every normal man a normal woman for a wife: So that they both can enjoy in full, the most beautiful gift that God has given us when he has given us our life, which is the joy of a man and a woman when they both willingly together make love to each other, and at that moment they feel so happy to live, to love and to be alive. They are so happy indeed that within their breasts their hearts and their souls sing in ecstasy; Glory to God Our Father and when he has given us our lives. (They are so in love and they wish their love would last forever during their lives).
But there are times when one of this pair may die, or may completely burn out for the rest of their own life, and therefore will not be able to satisfy the other partner needs of their sex life, and here I mean for the rest of their lives. Then, if the one that is still all right is unable to live his/her life because this will bring unhealthy consequences; Then we could and would relent the rules a bit, and allow the one that’s still all right find a new partner, provided that nobody feels hurt from the new situation. One should keep in mind that a man on its own is not alright to be alone, because he may very likely become sick from lack of sex life, unless he finds a way to relief himself of his excessive sex hormones, otherwise he may go crazy and do nasty deeds. Therefore a man needs a woman’s love, because only a man and a woman together will make a complete safe unit of life. That is how God made them; and that is how it will be forever. And also a woman needs a man just for the same reason, even though it seems that the needs for a woman are not as great as it is for a man.
In my madness of love and my imagination continues and sees this:
Here our angel teacher begins to comment about this rule:
So as you can see here, all that our Heavenly Father requires from you; is a normal relationship between a man and a woman, because this relationship insures to survival of the human race. Now since mankind by nature is sinful, our Heavenly Father might forgive small indiscretions, as long as it is a normal physical relationship between a man and a woman: Because that’s the way that God made them in the beginning and it there to stay and can’t be changed.
But down on earth nowadays, there are so many abnormal relationships happening between people of the same sex, and this makes our Father so sad: Because when He created us He never intended this to happen to us. This also reminds him of what He had to do when He destroyed the city of Sodom, in Lot’s story. At that time men had become so corrupt, that as a rule and not an exception a man had sex with another man, and there were times when they were too forceful about it, and they did it even if the other party was unwilling to have sex with them.
At that time the women folks were most times ignored by men, as they (the men) would prefer to go with their own kind, and it had become so terrible that our Heavenly Father decided to destroy Sodom and Gomorra.
Nowadays the only thing that could and would be more terrible than that is when minors are used for sex pleasure from older people, and worst still is when minors are being sold from criminals, for sex purposes to perverts.
God our Father is very sad when He sees all those awful and unnatural happenings, and hopes so much that people would control their abnormal desires, and also repent of their sins while they have still time to save themselves. God would like to see that, because if the abnormal desires of the people become more predominant than the normal ones, then drastic measures may have to be taken, and God our Father doesn’t like to do that unless He has got to.
Here our angel teacher pauses and says to us:
That’s all for the moment: Because the time has come for us to go and join the other groups, and then all of us together will sing: Glory to our Heavenly Father.
It is very important to glorify our Father, since everything that exists has come through Him, and everything that will exist in future will come through Him.
And blessed are those people that believe in Him, and have always believed in Him. Amen.
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This is how I see things in my madness of love.
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St Valentine sends roses

At St Valentine one should really sent a dozen of red roses to your own sweetheart, this is what I believe, unless you know what your sweetheart really wants; well this is Frank No: 1 way of saying I love you to his sweetheart; But Frank No: 2 does not care and all he wants to do is tell his sweetheart how he feels about her, therefore, St Valentine sends roses does not apply to him:
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Frank No: 2, even though he has written already a Valentine letter to his sweetheart, he is still driven crazy by his love emotions which never let him go even for a moment. Since his love emotions for Sunny Smile that arise in his heart are usually painful, because no matter what he does he is unable to reach her and win her love, and for this reason he is love sick as lovesick can be. So he would like to convey to his sweetheart how painful it is for him, because of her rejection, and at the same time how important she is for him, because he loves her. So, in his lovesick state of mind which is mixed up with pains of rejection, he would like to plea with her not to cut him off completely, as it would be a disaster for him. He would feel so desperate if he loses her completely. Therefore, he would like very much to keep a tiny bit of hope, even if this tiny bit of hope is painful and almost nothing. Even if his hope is only just a dream of love, therefore he has written a sort of phraseology for the occasion, which shows very much the state of mind that he is in, and he hopes that one day he would be able to show this phraseology to his sweetheart, in the hope that his sweetheart would understand him.
So he writes to his sweetheart thus:

My dear love, they say that St Valentine sends roses, but I am not because;
My heart cries for you my darling, because it is too painful to love somebody if that somebody doesn’t love you at the same time, and at this time of the year is even worse. But because I love you so much even in this painful state of mind, my mind will never stop loving you and thinking about you, because I am forced from the love that I feel within my heart, which will make me think about you and love you all the time.
Therefore, in my painful state of mind I have written something to you. I have also written it in order to ease my unwanted love pains. What I have written could be described as phraseology. Now because this phraseology has been written under very painful circumstances, it is going to be painful to read, which would be just the way that I felt when I wrote them.
My writings portray a mixture of my love feelings for you, of the present and the past, and I hope that I don’t upset you in any way, if those phrases would sound a bit harsh on you because you don’t love me.
Therefore, I hope that you would understand me and accept my writings as they are, since I wrote them because that was what I have felt within my heart at the moment when I wrote them.
Because now is the time of St. Valentine, I would like to dedicate my phraseology to you as a Valentine letter; and this phraseology I will call; Let me dream about you. Please accept my phraseology because it shows you just how much I love you, even if it seems that all I talk is about pains: The reality is that it talks about my painful and unwanted love for you. So with this phraseology I’d like to you; please, let me at least dream about you.

LET ME DREAM ABOUT YOU.
It’s Valentine time. It’s time of love, and I wish I could see you to say that; I love you!
I wish you would find me worth loving, because I will never be able to stop loving you.
I would like to see you and talk to you of love, but it has become very difficult to meat you.
So, I feel very blue, and there is nothing that I could do, except to keep dreaming about you.

At Valentine time all lover love one another; so I hope that we could also love each other.
I wish so much that you would love me, because I love you so much that it hurts my heart.
I love you beyond any human understanding, but you don’t show any feeling of love to me.
So, with pains in my heart, and tears in my eyes I ask you: May I at least dream about you?

To live a normal life I need a woman’s love, I need a dream to feel that life is still worth living.
I want your love so much, so I would like to dream that one day you would become my love.
I love you with all my heart, my mind and my soul, and if I could love you it’ll be great for me.
But you don’t want me to love you, so, I would like to ask you: May I at least dream about you?

All the love that is in my heart is turning to pains, because you don’t want me to love you.
So, I’d like to kneel at your feet, and cry out all the unwanted love pains that are in my heart.
And I’d want to wash your feet with warm tears of love, to show you just how much I love you.
And after all this, if you still don’t love me I would pray you: Could I at least dream about you?

If you don’t love me, I would prefer to die near you from the most horrendous pains of love.
So, if I can’t reach you, I’d want to die from this violent love that from within torments me.
And it would feel good to die and find peace at last, from this love that wants to destroy me.
So, in despair for love, I’d kneel at your feet and pray you; to let me at least dream about you!

Let me dream about you, just because I love you, and I am always thinking about you.
I’ll have to dream about you, even if this dream that I dream is for me so painful to do.
Even if this dream that I dream, it’s only a dream, and it would never become true.
Because I can’t think of anything else, unless I think first just how much I love you.
And I will pray God to bless you, just because, you have let me dream about you.
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Madness of love, 7
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The reason which this post is called, Madness of love 7, it is because this is my seventh post in which I am talking and lamenting about my unwanted love, as you may see from my post madness of love 6, I am really stressed out from this frustrating psycho logic event that never lets me go even for a moment, so, within me there is this struggle going on, while my heart tells me never to surrender and wants to tell my sweetheart all the love I feel for her, as I have stated in my previous post and I shall repeat it here to make it easy for my readers to understand I want my sweetheart to know this:
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love me again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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A man in love would do anything to win the love of his sweetheart no matter how hard it is, because Mother Nature here speaks loud and clear and dare anyone who dares to find love here, once you fall in love you are chained forever to your sweetheart, which is how Mother Nature wants these things to be; you see, that is why a man will cry only for a woman’s love.
Anyhow, let me go back now to my unwanted love feelings and their consequences; you see, no matter how much one loves somebody, if that somebody keeps rejecting your love again and again, sooner or later you would have to become so frustrated and hurt from your unwanted love, and at the same time you would feel so tormented, because you can’t stop loving her. So hard you would be driven from this force of love, that you would do anything to reach your love: you would drop everything and run to her if you had the chance; you would grab the telephone and ring her up, if it was possible for you to ring her up; you would even go out of your way to send her a bunch of flowers, so that your flowers would remind her of you, and how much you love her. A lover that truly loves somebody is driven from the force of love to do all these silly things, since he can’t help himself. This is what we call madness of love.
In my dream of love I too was driven from this tormented love, that never lets one go even for a moment, and makes one feel that this love must be the most important thing in the whole world.
Driven from this overwhelming love force, that never would let me go for a moment, I have been forced from the force of love to come and call on you, even knowing that you would very likely not accept me; but this force of love would make me come to you anyhow.
So then, I would have to come to call on you, with bittersweet pains in my heart, with tears in my eyes from my unwanted pains of love, and trembling with fear of a final rejection: This is how I felt every time that my unwanted love force would drive me crazy, and would force me to come to you or telephone you. And when you where not there to answer the phone, I would become so stressed out from the emotional love force, that I would say mentally a sort of message or prayer, in my madness of love:
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O my God! O Eternal and great love force that rules the universe! You that with your God-given power urge and overwhelm me from every side, and you make me feel that I have to reach my sweetheart at all costs, as if she in danger from an unknown danger; Take this message to my beloved and tell her; Tell her!. Tell her!. Tell her!!... That I love her; and that I pray God Our Father with all my heart to save her from this unknown danger, which at this moment I feel within my heart, and tell her that my heart pains for her so much and feel so hurt, because access to reach her today has been denied.
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This is really madness of love to love without love; so, this painful love experience written above has really happened to me, and for seven long years I have been crying my heart out for my unwanted love: But nowadays I seem to have reached a point of calm within myself, and I have finally accepted that I have to live my life just as it happens to be, now and in the future. But there have been days when my emotional state of mind has sent me nearly crazy; so, I would like to write here some of my emotional thoughts, in the hope of being able to covey to you my emotional pains and distress that I went through at that time of my unwanted love, although what I can write here would only be a small part of what really happened. Because there have been times when my unwanted love pains were so great, and I would then be thinking and wishing so much to stop my pains, and I thought that if I would be able to say good-bye to my lady love, then my unwanted love pains would certainly cease. So I wrote a sort of poem to say good-bye to my lady love who was causing me so much love pains. And here it is:
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GOOD-BYE TO MY PAINFUL LOVE.
I wish I could say to you good-bye!
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile! Good-bye.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile my dear love,
Good-bye to you that have made my heart cry.
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Good-bye to the delight of my eyes.
Good-bye to my most beautiful dream.
Good-bye to the woman that I love.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile, good-bye!
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I have loved you more than anyone could,
Loved you with all my heart, my soul and my mind
Loved with all my heart that for you would even die
But now I am going to say to you, Good-bye!
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All it took from you was a warm smile.
I fell in love with you with all my heart.
And I could have loved you even more,
If only you would have let me love you so.
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But you never gave me a chance to love you.
You know, I’ve tried everything to interest you.
But, all my best love efforts have been in vain,
And now I’m going to suffer my love pains.
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Because, I have to say to you good-bye!
I feel so sad to think what could have been,
And for the love that now could never be.
So, my heart cries, God have mercy for me!
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And you that have never given for me not even a sigh.
Not even a single thought of love you have had for me.
You are only interested to think about your own self.
And you can’t see the pains that I go through for you.
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I would do anything for you, just because I love you.
But you don’t care about the pains that I go through.
You’d not be sorry for me, even if I would die for you.
So, I must be strong, to be able to say to you good-bye!
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Good-bye to you, my dear Sunny Smile! Good-bye!
I wish that my love could have lasted till I’d died.
But now, I am forced to say to you: Good-bye!
Because you don’t love me I will say: Good-bye!
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Now that I have said to you: Good-bye.
A silence of tomb within me prevails,
as if part of me is dead, or is about to die.
And I wish that I could lie down and die.
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I’m in the greatest emotional distress of my life,
And not a word I could speak from my mouth.
My heart is in pains and in despair within me.
I’m sobbing and crying, as if I’m going to die.
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I am in the greatest shock of my life.
And I feel so bad that I am going to cry.
And I will cry for the love that I’ve lost.
And for the woman that I’ve loved most.
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I am in the greatest dilemma of my life,
Just because I am looking for a love life
That’ll give me back all the love that I lost.
Just because my wife is as cold as frost.
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From this great ordeal of pains and despair
The torment of your loss in my heart is so great.
My thinking of loosing you takes my breath away.
My heart cries out in despair God have mercy.
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Now look! What a terrible mistake I have made!
My mind, my heart and my soul, they all rebel.
And I feel so bad that I think that I am going to die.
So, I surrender my good-bye idea, and shout a loud cry.
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NOOOO! PLEASE… DON’T SAY GOOD-BYE!
And in a softer voice, my heart suggests to me.
Please! Wait! And don’t you ever say good-bye.
For God may still answer your painful love cry.
So now, I will pray God every day of my life.
Pray God hoping that you’d become my wife.
And now I will never say good-bye anymore.
Because now, I will love you even more.
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Now I will love you with all my heart.
And I will love you with all my soul.
And even when you’ll break my heart
All I will say to you, is just, I love you!
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I am sure that now you see what I mean this is what we call madness of love.
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I would have liked to have finished this post in a more positive way, but anyhow, if you feel within your heart that you are in love with somebody, just have a go; do not let my painful poem stop you in any way. Good luck!
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Madness of love 6
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THE GATE OF LOVE-PAINS
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My dear readers this post is called, madness of love 6; so let me explain, life has always been full of surprises and our love life has lots of them, it is like flipping the coin and guessing whether it is going to be head or tail, whether you are going to be happy or sad, whether you are going to be in cloud 9 and happy or whether you are going to feel those hell pains. Whatever is the outcome of your love life you have to try to love during your life, because there is nothing more important than love somebody of the opposite sex, it has always been like this, you see if we do not love and reproduce all life will end; so, let us love, even if one day we may go through the gate of love-pains.
Therefore no matter what is going to be written hereunder just do not surrender; but try to find your love anyhow, because love is life and life is love itself.
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THE NEGATIVES ABOUT LOVE
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Now if anyone has ever felt love-pains in his life, that person will wish that there were warning signs written all over the place; and those warning signs were has threatening as the warning phrases written in front of the Gate of Hell; so that one would be scared to enter, and therefore would normally choose to keep away.
In this case the warning for the gate of love pains might have been written this way:

THE GATE OF LOVE-PAINS

Through this love-gate you’ll go into the place of sorrow.
Through this love-gate you’ll go into the eternal love-pains.
Through this love-gate you’ll go and you will be lost forever.
Leave every hope or peace of mind, if you ever enter in here.
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Now since I believe that once I have entered the gate of love-pains myself at one stage during my life; and I better tell you what has happened to me, which is about my love that I felt for Sunny Smile, as you all know already she didn’t like to love me. But I had to insist to reach for her because I could not help it, and therefore I really have gone through the gate of love-pains. I wish I had known before about love-pains, but nobody has ever warned me about love-pains, and now I am paying with a very painful love experience.
This painful love experience I would like to share with you, and also with my beloved Sunny Smile if one day becomes possible to share this with her, so, I would like to write it all down, as if I am talking to you and also to my beloved at the same time.
Therefore; to you my beloved Sunny Smile, and to anybody that happens to read my writings, I hope that by reading my writings here, you could feel and behold my painful love experience as I have done; because this is the real reason why I have written my writings, since it allows me to express my pains, and I hope that Sunny Smile will feel my pains, if one day she ever might read my writings.
To my readers I will say: Hereby I am warning you to beware the force of love that’s within us, which starts by making you believe that in a relationship, there is only love sweet love to gain, and then you’ll find out that there are also love-pains with it: But by then it is too late to stop.
So I am warning you my dear readers to beware, the eternal God given force of love that’s within us, and which Mother Nature uses to rule on earth the whole of mankind. Because when a man falls in love with a beautiful woman, this God given force of love that within us dwells, may become switched on with all its God given strength. So that we will be forced to love this beautiful woman with all our heart, with our entire mind, with all our body and soul, beyond our own understanding; just in the same way that it has happened to me.
And we will be so overwhelmed by this force of love that we can’t help it, and we will become its slaves, and therefore we willingly will be the slaves of our sweetheart too.
This sort of love can strike us at any time in our life, even when one thinks that one is too old to fall in love again.
And when this force of love fills out your heart, your mind, your soul and everything else within your body and you are burning with pains of unwanted love within your heart, from the anguish of unfulfilled and passionate love, because your sweetheart is not there with you.
Then you’ll be crying your heart out, and you will feel great pains from the depth of your soul, while the force of love relentless keeps working on you, and by doing so engraves ardent phrases of love within your heart never to be deleted until you die.
Driven by this force of love that never lets you go even for a moment, you will feel that you’ll want to shout out all those love feelings from within yourself: So you would like to say with a sweet voice to your sweetheart, and with a firm and strong voice to the whole world if necessary, all those love phrases that your burning love has taught you, while you were burning with passionate love pains.
You will feel ready and willing to say them with all your heart, and really you will mean every word you are saying; with no fear of being ridiculous, with no reserve or any thoughts of regret, with no feeling of shame of them being untrue. And you will want to say them freely strait from your heart, and you know that you will feel happy about it, when you are going to say them to your sweetheart, because you love her so much.
But now my dear reader remember this, as this may also happen to you one day: If or when you can not say all those love phrases as I have said above, or you feel ridiculous when you are saying them, then you don’t know what love is, because you have never been in love before.
Because, anybody that has really been in love in his life, will try to communicate his feeing of love to his sweetheart with no reserve at all, and if or when he can talk to her, he may say something like this to her:
My dear love, I have fallen in love with you with all my heart, but it is not all my fault: Because, when one falls in love with someone as beautiful as you are, really as beautiful and rare as you are, then the love that that-man will feel into his heart will be just as beautiful and rare as you are: So, if I have felt so much love for you, it has been because of what I see in you, even if these feeling of love may seem beyond any human understanding.
Now I would like to go back to talk about my own love experience, because once I have really fallen in love myself, and I mean really fallen in love: Therefore, I have felt the power of love torment my heart, because my sweetheart rejected me. So let me say this to you: A man who is really in love is blind, because he doesn’t want to see what he doesn’t like to see, and he will find all possible excuse for his sweetheart, and find even a reason why she rejected him. But he can’t take no for an answer and will go back to her no matter what, as he may try to use her rejection to go back to her, where he sweetly and painfully may say to her something like this:
I know that you could not love me now, because you still feel so hurt from your last painful love event, but I wish to God that you would be able to love me later on, when your heart is healed and you feel normal again. I am saying this to you because I can’t help it, since I am so much in love with you that I will love you forever. I feel within myself that I have no other choice but to love you, and even though you have rejected me and I am very hurt, my heart could not and would not surrender from your rejections, therefore, I will have to come back to you even if you reject me again and again.
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So please listen to me, and what I have to say now:
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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By Manfraco Laws.
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