Friday, February 11, 2011
This old fellow lives in the land of dreams and fantasy, this old fellow can be you as well as me. Dream on old fellow!
Frank No: 2 writings:
Madness of love, 11
St Valentine sends roses
At St Valentine one should really sent a dozen of red roses to your own sweetheart, this is what I believe, unless you know what your sweetheart really wants; well this is Frank No: 1 way of saying I love you to his sweetheart; But Frank No: 2 does not care and all he wants to do is tell his sweetheart how he feels about her, therefore, St Valentine sends roses does not apply to him:
Frank No: 2, even though he has written already a Valentine letter to his sweetheart, he is still driven crazy by his love emotions which never let him go even for a moment. Since his love emotions for Sunny Smile that arise in his heart are usually painful, because no matter what he does he is unable to reach her and win her love, and for this reason he is love sick as lovesick can be. So he would like to convey to his sweetheart how painful it is for him, because of her rejection, and at the same time how important she is for him, because he loves her. So, in his lovesick state of mind which is mixed up with pains of rejection, he would like to plea with her not to cut him off completely, as it would be a disaster for him. He would feel so desperate if he loses her completely. Therefore, he would like very much to keep a tiny bit of hope, even if this tiny bit of hope is painful and almost nothing. Even if his hope is only just a dream of love, therefore he has written a sort of phraseology for the occasion, which shows very much the state of mind that he is in, and he hopes that one day he would be able to show this phraseology to his sweetheart, in the hope that his sweetheart would understand him.
So he writes to his sweetheart thus:
My dear love, they say that St Valentine sends roses, but I am not because;
My heart cries for you my darling, because it is too painful to love somebody if that somebody doesn’t love you at the same time, and at this time of the year is even worse. But because I love you so much even in this painful state of mind, my mind will never stop loving you and thinking about you, because I am forced from the love that I feel within my heart, which will make me think about you and love you all the time.
Therefore, in my painful state of mind I have written something to you. I have also written it in order to ease my unwanted love pains. What I have written could be described as phraseology. Now because this phraseology has been written under very painful circumstances, it is going to be painful to read, which would be just the way that I felt when I wrote them.
My writings portray a mixture of my love feelings for you, of the present and the past, and I hope that I don’t upset you in any way, if those phrases would sound a bit harsh on you because you don’t love me.
Therefore, I hope that you would understand me and accept my writings as they are, since I wrote them because that was what I have felt within my heart at the moment when I wrote them.
Because now is the time of St. Valentine, I would like to dedicate my phraseology to you as a Valentine letter; and this phraseology I will call; Let me dream about you. Please accept my phraseology because it shows you just how much I love you, even if it seems that all I talk is about pains: The reality is that it talks about my painful and unwanted love for you. So with this phraseology I’d like to you; please, let me at least dream about you.
LET ME DREAM ABOUT YOU.
It’s Valentine time. It’s time of love, and I wish I could see you to say that; I love you!
I wish you would find me worth loving, because I will never be able to stop loving you.
I would like to see you and talk to you of love, but it has become very difficult to meat you.
So, I feel very blue, and there is nothing that I could do, except to keep dreaming about you.
At Valentine time all lover love one another; so I hope that we could also love each other.
I wish so much that you would love me, because I love you so much that it hurts my heart.
I love you beyond any human understanding, but you don’t show any feeling of love to me.
So, with pains in my heart, and tears in my eyes I ask you: May I at least dream about you?
To live a normal life I need a woman’s love, I need a dream to feel that life is still worth living.
I want your love so much, so I would like to dream that one day you would become my love.
I love you with all my heart, my mind and my soul, and if I could love you it’ll be great for me.
But you don’t want me to love you, so, I would like to ask you: May I at least dream about you?
All the love that is in my heart is turning to pains, because you don’t want me to love you.
So, I’d like to kneel at your feet, and cry out all the unwanted love pains that are in my heart.
And I’d want to wash your feet with warm tears of love, to show you just how much I love you.
And after all this, if you still don’t love me I would pray you: Could I at least dream about you?
If you don’t love me, I would prefer to die near you from the most horrendous pains of love.
So, if I can’t reach you, I’d want to die from this violent love that from within torments me.
And it would feel good to die and find peace at last, from this love that wants to destroy me.
So, in despair for love, I’d kneel at your feet and pray you; to let me at least dream about you!
Let me dream about you, just because I love you, and I am always thinking about you.
I’ll have to dream about you, even if this dream that I dream is for me so painful to do.
Even if this dream that I dream, it’s only a dream, and it would never become true.
Because I can’t think of anything else, unless I think first just how much I love you.
And I will pray God to bless you, just because, you have let me dream about you.
Since I can only dream about you, I will send you roses in my dreams, so that I can fulfil that requirement that St Valentine sends roses.
Manfraco Dreamland Mundane
Madness of love, 11
IS TO BE CONTINUED:
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