In search of inner peace

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I am saying that from there on I have been in search of inner peace, which is after we had this trip to Italy, because when we came back to Australia things between me and Giovanna were not the same any more. And from that time onward Giovanna has never been happy to live here in Australia, because she started believing then that if she had gone back to Italy, it would have been better for her.
Since then, I have wished and thought that she would forget about Italy, and she would make an effort to live here in Australia in a peaceful environment; but it was not to be, because later on everything started to turn even worse. And to cut a long story short, since then my family unit has become like a two horse carriage, with one horse pulling all the weight and the other horse pulling nothing at all. Also in my case things went from bad to worse, because in my case not only I had to pull all the weight, but my partner the lazy horse would bite and kick me when I wanted to do something useful, I think she did that to make me change my mind, and decide to go back to Italy: but that could not be, because I believe that for me it would have been a real disaster if I went back. So, as life went on and time passed by things progressively became worse for us, and my wife became sick with arthritis and also with depression. We went to see many doctors, and they have done everything possible for her to get her better; but it has not helped much. Now the worst part here is that my wife blames me for everything that has happened to her, therefore she thinks that it is my entire fault. I now that it is her depression that makes her think and behave like that, and she can’t help herself about that belief, so I think that my in-laws have really done a lot of harm to me and to their daughter, but anyhow that is past now and there is no way one can change anything.
So, I am in search of my inner peace since then. Now about my sick wife, knowing that she is sick and depressed does not help me, because I believe that I deserve better than the way she is treating me; and about her depression she is depressed because she has never really cared about me. So I would say that: After all what I have done for my wife, she has never really loved me, because if she had loved me, she would have found the meaning of life itself, and she would have found the way of how to live a better life here with me. Therefore I believe, that because she thinks only about her own self, and then she cannot have the way of life that she would have liked to have she is depressed.
This story that I have written above is only a short story of my life, which shows that it leaves me in a family unit that is very sick, and I believe that perhaps it is going to break up soon. So I am emotionally very distressed and it makes my life miserable. All these distresses and emotions make me feel strange at times, so much so that I would like to leave my wife and find somebody else, since she doesn’t allow me to make love to her, because I don’t mean anything to her and she does not seem to have any sexual desires even with another man I guess. She is cold as cold as frost? So I feel that I am in a deserted land, especially when I think about love.
In my next post I will be talking about this deserted love land.
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The oasis of peace

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THE OASIS OF PEACE
This is an article that I wrote a long time ago and I called it: From the oasis of peace to the oasis of tranquillity.
I suppose every one of us has sometimes found a bit if peaceful living during our lives, one could call this the oasis of peace, just because we have found peace within ourselves. But this oasis of peace unfortunately does not last very long, therefore, soon or later we find that everything around us starts to give us trouble and this is when the oasis of peace ends, from there on we may try to find our peace again, but we may not succeed and we feel sorry for ourselves.
So, today I would like to talk about what is on my mind, because I have lost the oasis of peace within myself, it is all about the way that my emotional love life is taking me nowadays, so I wonder why I think always about these strange thoughts, and I feel as if I am in a deserted land, so now let me describe to you my state of mind if I can:
Now, let us just take one person for example, then one person should be one unit, and therefore one unit should be able to stand on its own; but it is not so. Because one person alone cannot live as a single unit for a very long time, since any person needs love and a family to live life properly. Therefore that single person soon will end up within a group as a unit of a family.
A complete family unit with all its members is a unit that can be independent from the outside world, provided that all the members of this family agree to be so. Therefore the best way to live one’s own life is within a family unit; but one has to admit that sometimes even the best of the family units may strike trouble. And this would be just like my own family unit at the present time.
Now because I am talking about myself, I would say that when I got married I built my own family unit. As it happened I built my family unit far away from my native land, and also away from any relatives or in-laws, just because I had moved away here in a far away land called Australia. There are a couple of reasons why I built my family unit here: One reason was because I was doing well here, since I had already established myself here in Australia, and if I went back to my native land of Italy, it would mean that I had to start from the beginning all over again; the second reason was that if I had gone back to my native land, I would have had problems with my in laws’ since they were not easy people to live with even at a distance. They would promise you every sort of help if you went there: only to find that they would do anything to make your life miserable, if you didn’t do anything their own way.
So I decided to stay put in Australia, and built my own family unit the way I wanted it to be, which to me it has been like an Oasis of Peace for a length time, partly because no one was telling us what to do, and also because to earn a living here in Australia was easier than in Italy.
So while I was living here in my Oasis of Peace, in the beginning I thought that I was doing very well indeed, although my wife had some different thoughts of her own. You see now, when I come to think about it, there were signs from the time when we arrived in Australia, that my wife didn’t like here very much; because I believe that she really loved the style of life that she used to have in Italy, when she was single and carefree, because then she had no much to do but to look after herself, and to dress herself up and go out to chat to her friends.
What my wife didn’t take into consideration the change of life that would follow, because when one gets married and moves to another country of course life would be different, perhaps life would be easier one way but harder another way, but anyhow we were living here and to a certain extend we were happy for a few years.
Then in the year 1980, we had a trip and went back to Italy to visit our relatives, and what happened there I could not believe myself. My parents in law and my brothers in law wanted Giovanna my wife to move back to Italy, but at the same time they didn’t want to help us at all financially, not only to move back to Italy: but they would not give my wife the share that by right she would have received if they had divided their property in equal share with her brothers. It was obvious from what they were doing, that my parents in law had received a fair bit of money, but they were giving all this money to their sons, which would be my brothers in law and nothing to Giovanna my wife. Therefore, they only wanted their daughter to be there with them, in the hope that she would be there to look after them when they would be old. You see they didn’t even consider how hard and foolish it would have been for me to move back to Italy under those conditions. So I decided that we had to come back to Australia, but from that time onward things started to grow slowly worse between me and my wife, because my wife really liked the idea of going to live back in Italy. In fact she liked to go back to Italy so much, that she was not even able to see that her own family didn’t care about her, as it was obvious that they cared only about themselves.
Since this happening with my in laws; I could not help to think about that: If my in laws had given their daughter what they were giving to her brothers at the time when this happened; or, if they had come clean and at least had said to her. Look my darling daughter, as you are not part of this family any more, we are not going to help you financially at all; and because you are married and have your own children you are not part of us. So go and live your own life! And live in peace with your husband, and may God bless you! Then it would have been great for me. But they didn’t do anything like that at all, and all they did was stirring up Giovanna (my wife) to move back to Italy. They were thinking only about themselves, and they did everything their own way, they didn’t understand or care how much hardship they were causing to their daughter, and at the same time they were treating me as a complete stranger, this is how the oasis of peace ended for me. But there is more to this and I will be telling you in next post.
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Madness of love, 14

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Madness of love 14
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In this madness of love post number 14, Frank No: 1 here would like to tell you a story, which is a part of his own true life, in his madness of love he thinks that by telling this story to his sweetheart he might gain some rewards. You see he has lived his life until now the best way he could, with his own life partner, whom now is not interested in him anymore. Therefore now his way of living is falling apart, and so he would like so much to find a new partner, that would be able to help him to keep his love life running the way he likes best. This has happened because as I said his love partner is not interested in him anymore, so, he has become restless and looks around to find a way out; because of this he has fallen in love with a certain Lady and he starts dreaming about her all the time, and so, he would like to tell his sweetheart the following story, in order to show her that he may very well be worth loving. In his madness of love he wants to write to her and tell her many things and just how much he loves her, so, he decides to write her a letter to start with, and then tell her a story which could demonstrate how he feels about her. So he writes:

My dear love:
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First of all I want you to know that I love you beyond any human understanding, for this reason I would like to tell you a short story about my life, and how I am love sick because of you, and so explain to you the way of how I feel about you at the present time. Because right now, I am again living within myself another one of those painful and emotional love experiences, which I happen to live them just because I love you too much, therefore this love that I feel for you within my heart drives me to you, so I want to reach you and be in love with you no matter what happens. But because in my first approach you have denied your love to me I feel so desolated, I feel as if I am in a deserted land, I think that I feel that I am in a deserted land because the desolation of a desert seems to be equal to the desolation of my soul when it’s without your love. So this story that I would like to tell you, I want to show you the great torment that I feel within myself, and the restlessness of my soul that goes in search of you all the time.

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In my madness of love I have called my story: From the Oasis of Peace; to the Oasis of Tranquillity. With this story I hope to show you just how much I love you.
So, my dear readers you can read in my next few posts, this story called; “From the oasis of peace, to the oasis of tranquillity”. See you there!
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This is how I see things in my madness of love.
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St Valentine sends roses

At St Valentine one should really sent a dozen of red roses to your own sweetheart, this is what I believe, unless you know what your sweetheart really wants; well this is Frank No: 1 way of saying I love you to his sweetheart; But Frank No: 2 does not care and all he wants to do is tell his sweetheart how he feels about her, therefore, St Valentine sends roses does not apply to him:
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Frank No: 2, even though he has written already a Valentine letter to his sweetheart, he is still driven crazy by his love emotions which never let him go even for a moment. Since his love emotions for Sunny Smile that arise in his heart are usually painful, because no matter what he does he is unable to reach her and win her love, and for this reason he is love sick as lovesick can be. So he would like to convey to his sweetheart how painful it is for him, because of her rejection, and at the same time how important she is for him, because he loves her. So, in his lovesick state of mind which is mixed up with pains of rejection, he would like to plea with her not to cut him off completely, as it would be a disaster for him. He would feel so desperate if he loses her completely. Therefore, he would like very much to keep a tiny bit of hope, even if this tiny bit of hope is painful and almost nothing. Even if his hope is only just a dream of love, therefore he has written a sort of phraseology for the occasion, which shows very much the state of mind that he is in, and he hopes that one day he would be able to show this phraseology to his sweetheart, in the hope that his sweetheart would understand him.
So he writes to his sweetheart thus:

My dear love, they say that St Valentine sends roses, but I am not because;
My heart cries for you my darling, because it is too painful to love somebody if that somebody doesn’t love you at the same time, and at this time of the year is even worse. But because I love you so much even in this painful state of mind, my mind will never stop loving you and thinking about you, because I am forced from the love that I feel within my heart, which will make me think about you and love you all the time.
Therefore, in my painful state of mind I have written something to you. I have also written it in order to ease my unwanted love pains. What I have written could be described as phraseology. Now because this phraseology has been written under very painful circumstances, it is going to be painful to read, which would be just the way that I felt when I wrote them.
My writings portray a mixture of my love feelings for you, of the present and the past, and I hope that I don’t upset you in any way, if those phrases would sound a bit harsh on you because you don’t love me.
Therefore, I hope that you would understand me and accept my writings as they are, since I wrote them because that was what I have felt within my heart at the moment when I wrote them.
Because now is the time of St. Valentine, I would like to dedicate my phraseology to you as a Valentine letter; and this phraseology I will call; Let me dream about you. Please accept my phraseology because it shows you just how much I love you, even if it seems that all I talk is about pains: The reality is that it talks about my painful and unwanted love for you. So with this phraseology I’d like to you; please, let me at least dream about you.

LET ME DREAM ABOUT YOU.
It’s Valentine time. It’s time of love, and I wish I could see you to say that; I love you!
I wish you would find me worth loving, because I will never be able to stop loving you.
I would like to see you and talk to you of love, but it has become very difficult to meat you.
So, I feel very blue, and there is nothing that I could do, except to keep dreaming about you.

At Valentine time all lover love one another; so I hope that we could also love each other.
I wish so much that you would love me, because I love you so much that it hurts my heart.
I love you beyond any human understanding, but you don’t show any feeling of love to me.
So, with pains in my heart, and tears in my eyes I ask you: May I at least dream about you?

To live a normal life I need a woman’s love, I need a dream to feel that life is still worth living.
I want your love so much, so I would like to dream that one day you would become my love.
I love you with all my heart, my mind and my soul, and if I could love you it’ll be great for me.
But you don’t want me to love you, so, I would like to ask you: May I at least dream about you?

All the love that is in my heart is turning to pains, because you don’t want me to love you.
So, I’d like to kneel at your feet, and cry out all the unwanted love pains that are in my heart.
And I’d want to wash your feet with warm tears of love, to show you just how much I love you.
And after all this, if you still don’t love me I would pray you: Could I at least dream about you?

If you don’t love me, I would prefer to die near you from the most horrendous pains of love.
So, if I can’t reach you, I’d want to die from this violent love that from within torments me.
And it would feel good to die and find peace at last, from this love that wants to destroy me.
So, in despair for love, I’d kneel at your feet and pray you; to let me at least dream about you!

Let me dream about you, just because I love you, and I am always thinking about you.
I’ll have to dream about you, even if this dream that I dream is for me so painful to do.
Even if this dream that I dream, it’s only a dream, and it would never become true.
Because I can’t think of anything else, unless I think first just how much I love you.
And I will pray God to bless you, just because, you have let me dream about you.
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Madness of love, 7
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The reason which this post is called, Madness of love 7, it is because this is my seventh post in which I am talking and lamenting about my unwanted love, as you may see from my post madness of love 6, I am really stressed out from this frustrating psycho logic event that never lets me go even for a moment, so, within me there is this struggle going on, while my heart tells me never to surrender and wants to tell my sweetheart all the love I feel for her, as I have stated in my previous post and I shall repeat it here to make it easy for my readers to understand I want my sweetheart to know this:
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love me again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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A man in love would do anything to win the love of his sweetheart no matter how hard it is, because Mother Nature here speaks loud and clear and dare anyone who dares to find love here, once you fall in love you are chained forever to your sweetheart, which is how Mother Nature wants these things to be; you see, that is why a man will cry only for a woman’s love.
Anyhow, let me go back now to my unwanted love feelings and their consequences; you see, no matter how much one loves somebody, if that somebody keeps rejecting your love again and again, sooner or later you would have to become so frustrated and hurt from your unwanted love, and at the same time you would feel so tormented, because you can’t stop loving her. So hard you would be driven from this force of love, that you would do anything to reach your love: you would drop everything and run to her if you had the chance; you would grab the telephone and ring her up, if it was possible for you to ring her up; you would even go out of your way to send her a bunch of flowers, so that your flowers would remind her of you, and how much you love her. A lover that truly loves somebody is driven from the force of love to do all these silly things, since he can’t help himself. This is what we call madness of love.
In my dream of love I too was driven from this tormented love, that never lets one go even for a moment, and makes one feel that this love must be the most important thing in the whole world.
Driven from this overwhelming love force, that never would let me go for a moment, I have been forced from the force of love to come and call on you, even knowing that you would very likely not accept me; but this force of love would make me come to you anyhow.
So then, I would have to come to call on you, with bittersweet pains in my heart, with tears in my eyes from my unwanted pains of love, and trembling with fear of a final rejection: This is how I felt every time that my unwanted love force would drive me crazy, and would force me to come to you or telephone you. And when you where not there to answer the phone, I would become so stressed out from the emotional love force, that I would say mentally a sort of message or prayer, in my madness of love:
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O my God! O Eternal and great love force that rules the universe! You that with your God-given power urge and overwhelm me from every side, and you make me feel that I have to reach my sweetheart at all costs, as if she in danger from an unknown danger; Take this message to my beloved and tell her; Tell her!. Tell her!. Tell her!!... That I love her; and that I pray God Our Father with all my heart to save her from this unknown danger, which at this moment I feel within my heart, and tell her that my heart pains for her so much and feel so hurt, because access to reach her today has been denied.
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This is really madness of love to love without love; so, this painful love experience written above has really happened to me, and for seven long years I have been crying my heart out for my unwanted love: But nowadays I seem to have reached a point of calm within myself, and I have finally accepted that I have to live my life just as it happens to be, now and in the future. But there have been days when my emotional state of mind has sent me nearly crazy; so, I would like to write here some of my emotional thoughts, in the hope of being able to covey to you my emotional pains and distress that I went through at that time of my unwanted love, although what I can write here would only be a small part of what really happened. Because there have been times when my unwanted love pains were so great, and I would then be thinking and wishing so much to stop my pains, and I thought that if I would be able to say good-bye to my lady love, then my unwanted love pains would certainly cease. So I wrote a sort of poem to say good-bye to my lady love who was causing me so much love pains. And here it is:
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GOOD-BYE TO MY PAINFUL LOVE.
I wish I could say to you good-bye!
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile! Good-bye.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile my dear love,
Good-bye to you that have made my heart cry.
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Good-bye to the delight of my eyes.
Good-bye to my most beautiful dream.
Good-bye to the woman that I love.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile, good-bye!
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I have loved you more than anyone could,
Loved you with all my heart, my soul and my mind
Loved with all my heart that for you would even die
But now I am going to say to you, Good-bye!
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All it took from you was a warm smile.
I fell in love with you with all my heart.
And I could have loved you even more,
If only you would have let me love you so.
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But you never gave me a chance to love you.
You know, I’ve tried everything to interest you.
But, all my best love efforts have been in vain,
And now I’m going to suffer my love pains.
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Because, I have to say to you good-bye!
I feel so sad to think what could have been,
And for the love that now could never be.
So, my heart cries, God have mercy for me!
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And you that have never given for me not even a sigh.
Not even a single thought of love you have had for me.
You are only interested to think about your own self.
And you can’t see the pains that I go through for you.
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I would do anything for you, just because I love you.
But you don’t care about the pains that I go through.
You’d not be sorry for me, even if I would die for you.
So, I must be strong, to be able to say to you good-bye!
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Good-bye to you, my dear Sunny Smile! Good-bye!
I wish that my love could have lasted till I’d died.
But now, I am forced to say to you: Good-bye!
Because you don’t love me I will say: Good-bye!
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Now that I have said to you: Good-bye.
A silence of tomb within me prevails,
as if part of me is dead, or is about to die.
And I wish that I could lie down and die.
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I’m in the greatest emotional distress of my life,
And not a word I could speak from my mouth.
My heart is in pains and in despair within me.
I’m sobbing and crying, as if I’m going to die.
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I am in the greatest shock of my life.
And I feel so bad that I am going to cry.
And I will cry for the love that I’ve lost.
And for the woman that I’ve loved most.
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I am in the greatest dilemma of my life,
Just because I am looking for a love life
That’ll give me back all the love that I lost.
Just because my wife is as cold as frost.
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From this great ordeal of pains and despair
The torment of your loss in my heart is so great.
My thinking of loosing you takes my breath away.
My heart cries out in despair God have mercy.
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Now look! What a terrible mistake I have made!
My mind, my heart and my soul, they all rebel.
And I feel so bad that I think that I am going to die.
So, I surrender my good-bye idea, and shout a loud cry.
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NOOOO! PLEASE… DON’T SAY GOOD-BYE!
And in a softer voice, my heart suggests to me.
Please! Wait! And don’t you ever say good-bye.
For God may still answer your painful love cry.
So now, I will pray God every day of my life.
Pray God hoping that you’d become my wife.
And now I will never say good-bye anymore.
Because now, I will love you even more.
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Now I will love you with all my heart.
And I will love you with all my soul.
And even when you’ll break my heart
All I will say to you, is just, I love you!
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I am sure that now you see what I mean this is what we call madness of love.
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I would have liked to have finished this post in a more positive way, but anyhow, if you feel within your heart that you are in love with somebody, just have a go; do not let my painful poem stop you in any way. Good luck!
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Madness of love 6
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THE GATE OF LOVE-PAINS
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My dear readers this post is called, madness of love 6; so let me explain, life has always been full of surprises and our love life has lots of them, it is like flipping the coin and guessing whether it is going to be head or tail, whether you are going to be happy or sad, whether you are going to be in cloud 9 and happy or whether you are going to feel those hell pains. Whatever is the outcome of your love life you have to try to love during your life, because there is nothing more important than love somebody of the opposite sex, it has always been like this, you see if we do not love and reproduce all life will end; so, let us love, even if one day we may go through the gate of love-pains.
Therefore no matter what is going to be written hereunder just do not surrender; but try to find your love anyhow, because love is life and life is love itself.
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THE NEGATIVES ABOUT LOVE
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Now if anyone has ever felt love-pains in his life, that person will wish that there were warning signs written all over the place; and those warning signs were has threatening as the warning phrases written in front of the Gate of Hell; so that one would be scared to enter, and therefore would normally choose to keep away.
In this case the warning for the gate of love pains might have been written this way:

THE GATE OF LOVE-PAINS

Through this love-gate you’ll go into the place of sorrow.
Through this love-gate you’ll go into the eternal love-pains.
Through this love-gate you’ll go and you will be lost forever.
Leave every hope or peace of mind, if you ever enter in here.
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Now since I believe that once I have entered the gate of love-pains myself at one stage during my life; and I better tell you what has happened to me, which is about my love that I felt for Sunny Smile, as you all know already she didn’t like to love me. But I had to insist to reach for her because I could not help it, and therefore I really have gone through the gate of love-pains. I wish I had known before about love-pains, but nobody has ever warned me about love-pains, and now I am paying with a very painful love experience.
This painful love experience I would like to share with you, and also with my beloved Sunny Smile if one day becomes possible to share this with her, so, I would like to write it all down, as if I am talking to you and also to my beloved at the same time.
Therefore; to you my beloved Sunny Smile, and to anybody that happens to read my writings, I hope that by reading my writings here, you could feel and behold my painful love experience as I have done; because this is the real reason why I have written my writings, since it allows me to express my pains, and I hope that Sunny Smile will feel my pains, if one day she ever might read my writings.
To my readers I will say: Hereby I am warning you to beware the force of love that’s within us, which starts by making you believe that in a relationship, there is only love sweet love to gain, and then you’ll find out that there are also love-pains with it: But by then it is too late to stop.
So I am warning you my dear readers to beware, the eternal God given force of love that’s within us, and which Mother Nature uses to rule on earth the whole of mankind. Because when a man falls in love with a beautiful woman, this God given force of love that within us dwells, may become switched on with all its God given strength. So that we will be forced to love this beautiful woman with all our heart, with our entire mind, with all our body and soul, beyond our own understanding; just in the same way that it has happened to me.
And we will be so overwhelmed by this force of love that we can’t help it, and we will become its slaves, and therefore we willingly will be the slaves of our sweetheart too.
This sort of love can strike us at any time in our life, even when one thinks that one is too old to fall in love again.
And when this force of love fills out your heart, your mind, your soul and everything else within your body and you are burning with pains of unwanted love within your heart, from the anguish of unfulfilled and passionate love, because your sweetheart is not there with you.
Then you’ll be crying your heart out, and you will feel great pains from the depth of your soul, while the force of love relentless keeps working on you, and by doing so engraves ardent phrases of love within your heart never to be deleted until you die.
Driven by this force of love that never lets you go even for a moment, you will feel that you’ll want to shout out all those love feelings from within yourself: So you would like to say with a sweet voice to your sweetheart, and with a firm and strong voice to the whole world if necessary, all those love phrases that your burning love has taught you, while you were burning with passionate love pains.
You will feel ready and willing to say them with all your heart, and really you will mean every word you are saying; with no fear of being ridiculous, with no reserve or any thoughts of regret, with no feeling of shame of them being untrue. And you will want to say them freely strait from your heart, and you know that you will feel happy about it, when you are going to say them to your sweetheart, because you love her so much.
But now my dear reader remember this, as this may also happen to you one day: If or when you can not say all those love phrases as I have said above, or you feel ridiculous when you are saying them, then you don’t know what love is, because you have never been in love before.
Because, anybody that has really been in love in his life, will try to communicate his feeing of love to his sweetheart with no reserve at all, and if or when he can talk to her, he may say something like this to her:
My dear love, I have fallen in love with you with all my heart, but it is not all my fault: Because, when one falls in love with someone as beautiful as you are, really as beautiful and rare as you are, then the love that that-man will feel into his heart will be just as beautiful and rare as you are: So, if I have felt so much love for you, it has been because of what I see in you, even if these feeling of love may seem beyond any human understanding.
Now I would like to go back to talk about my own love experience, because once I have really fallen in love myself, and I mean really fallen in love: Therefore, I have felt the power of love torment my heart, because my sweetheart rejected me. So let me say this to you: A man who is really in love is blind, because he doesn’t want to see what he doesn’t like to see, and he will find all possible excuse for his sweetheart, and find even a reason why she rejected him. But he can’t take no for an answer and will go back to her no matter what, as he may try to use her rejection to go back to her, where he sweetly and painfully may say to her something like this:
I know that you could not love me now, because you still feel so hurt from your last painful love event, but I wish to God that you would be able to love me later on, when your heart is healed and you feel normal again. I am saying this to you because I can’t help it, since I am so much in love with you that I will love you forever. I feel within myself that I have no other choice but to love you, and even though you have rejected me and I am very hurt, my heart could not and would not surrender from your rejections, therefore, I will have to come back to you even if you reject me again and again.
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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Madness of love 5
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Lovers to be beware!
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Now, let me explain these writings here, although this post Madness of love 5 is being written in my dreamland writings, which I called Lovers to be beware; lots of things written about love in here are real feelings and they are not dreams, because they are my feelings of love and pains and they were real: Therefore, I would like to warn any would be lover, if you sit out to find your own love sweet love, to beware of the gates of Love Sweet Love; because they may lead you at the same time to the gate of Love Pains.
So, here I am writing about an imaginary Love Gate, which I believe that if a real love gate would exist: there should be written on these love gates something like this:
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THE GATE OF LOVE
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Mother-nature about love speaks loud and clear,
Warned are those lovers that dare to enter here.
In here not only you may find love sweet love:
But here you may also find anguish and pains.
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Mother-nature and God have set me here forever.
So, I serve the creator, who has given me power to rule,
Over all those lovers that the world will ever know,
They all have to come through this love-gate to love.
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The rules of love we use within here are equal and fair.
But lovers if you come through this love gate beware.
That in this love-gate there are love and pains together.
So lucky are those lovers that will find only sweet love.
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When somebody falls in love he is completely blind,
And he dreams of love sweet love within his mind.
He doesn’t see that there is a double gate in the front.
So lucky is he who enters only the gate of sweet love.
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And unlucky is the one who goes completely blind.
And he doesn’t seem to see the danger that’s around.
So full of sweet love he is, in his heart and his mind,
And dreaming of love he enters the gate of love pains.
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Ouch! How hard can life be sometimes for us, it drives us to do things that could be painful like the love pains that I have written in my poem above? Anyhow, now that I have written my painful poem, I need to say just a few more things to clear my position about what I think about love? I believe that we should take our chances and try to find love one way or another, because love is the only thing that makes life worthwhile, so, let us try and find our own love in our lives.
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Before I sign out from this post of, Madness of love 5, I want to wish you all that you find love sweet love the very first time, so that you do not go through the gates of love pains. Good luck and sweet dreams, as you know you are in Manfraco Dreamland, so you may as well dream about love?
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Madness of love 4
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My dear readers let me continue to tell you about my love without love story that I was telling you in my last post of Manfraco Dreamland: This is post, Madness of love 4, which is the continuation of Madness of love 3.
Anyhow, while I was in this garden and while I am thinking what to say and what to do if I meet Sunny Smile, I see Sunny Smile coming into the garden, I try to keep calm and keep doing what I was doing, and hope so much that she would be coming my way, she is looking around to enjoy the sights, and after a little while she turns and she is walking towards me. And a thousand thoughts flash across my mind. And I am thinking I am at the cross-roads of something that can be great! The only thing that I have to do is to find the courage to speak to her, and say what I have to say; After all a lot of great deeds, have been carried out by great people, just because they have had the courage to make that final decision. For example, even the emperor; Julius Caesar had to decide to march his army to Rome, even if he had to battle against the rest of the roman’s armies. So I must go on and take my chances, and do what I have to do, therefore I have to speak to Sunny Smile, about my love feelings that I have for her.
Now Sunny Smile is walking towards me and she is getting very close to where I am, and I feel that she is going to say at least hello if she passes me by, but I want to make sure that I can talk to her, just in case she walks past me with a smile and says nothing. So while she is approaching I smile to her and say: ‘Hello Sunny!’ And since in the garden there is a sit nearby I found the courage to say; please sit down here, I would like to talk to you. She looked at me in a strange way. And then I don’t know what came over me, when I found myself saying to her something crazy like this. If you need a man in your life please take me I am yours. I am sure now that I said the wrong thing, because;
She looked at me as if I was a mad man. And then she said. ‘Thank you for your offer; but no thank you.’ She said a few more things to the same effect, and then she walked away from me. Now you can see why I call this post, Madness of love 4.
After that meeting when I saw Sunny Smile in the garden again, I felt so distressed and in love with her, so I picked a bunch of flowers and gave them to her. She said; ‘thank you, they are beautiful,’ and another few words just to be polite, and nothing else happened after that, but she showed interest in the flowers and not in me. And after that event whenever I met her I would try to be nice to her and give her roses and flowers, but all of my efforts seemed to be in vain, as this relationship was not progressing at all, in fact it became worse as time went by. Meanwhile it was becoming clear to me that I was falling deeply in love with Sunny Smile. So I was falling in love with this lady Sunny Smile but she didn’t want to love me; or at least she tried to make me believe that she didn’t love me. And that moment I wished so much to know what was in her heart, but I couldn’t. I have tried to talk to her and offer her things; but all my efforts seem to be in vain, because she responds always in the negative.
So as you can see I have tried to get a relationship going, but I didn’t succeed; and all I got from it was a broken heart. I thought that at my age these happenings should not have worried me at all; but they did really worry me, as this is my Madness of love 4, which is going to make me half crazy.
This happening has worried me because, when I tried start my relationship going I was thinking that I could walk away from it, and I wouldn’t care if the answer would be in the negative. But then, when I found out that I would not be able to walk away from her, it was a real shock to me.
I could not do it because, I was falling deeply in love with Sunny Smile, and then I started to realise that what seemed for me an easy way out did not exist anymore. Or perhaps it would be better to say that an easy way out had never existed, because I had always loved Sunny Smile without knowing it myself.
And as time went by I fell in love more deeply, because I really wanted Sunny Smile to be mine. Because every time that I saw Sunny I would realise, that she was the best woman that I had ever seen or known, she would for sure be the best wife in the world, and lucky would be the man that could marry her, since she had everything that a man values most in a woman.
And at the same time, I felt so sorry for her because she had divorced; and I could not understand why her former husband had gone so far and divorce her. And indeed if it was me, I would have cried my heart out to her until she would have forgiven me. But it seems that he didn’t even try to ask her to forgive him.
And the more I saw Sunny and talk to her, the more impressed I was about her; since I saw her managing her things exactly the same way that I would manage them, when I am at my best.
And I thought that if I had a twin soul she must be my own twin soul, I have no doubts about it. So, she managed everything so well that I lost my heart over her, because I started thinking how great it would be if she was my wife, she would be the most worthy wife that a man can ever have: She is so beautiful, she is so smiling and warm, she is so understanding, she is so clever, she is so human in her way of dealing with me and with people.
What else can a man ever want from a woman? She would be the most perfect wife that a man can ever have! I know that now I am comparing her to my wife, which at this present time she has become my wife only in name, and I don’t know if she will ever be able of making love to me in the future, and therefore become my wife again as it is supposed to be.
But for a moment, let us stop here to see what difference could there have been between Sunny Smile and my wife! And the difference was so great because; Sunny Smile seemed to me like the sun warm and full of life; and my wife seemed like the moon cold and lifeless, so it would be like comparing the day to the night, it would be like comparing the light to the darkness. If this comparison had happened years ago my wife could have scored much better; but because my wife now is sick and weak, and I don’t know if she is going to be better in the future, and she is also growing colder and colder as a woman, and there is no more love for me. And I am afraid that because she doesn’t love me anymore, and I have to keep away from her I will not be able to love her anymore, as it would be a waste of time for me and it would make me only upset. So this is one of the reasons, or perhaps the only reason, why I have fallen in love Sunny Smile and invented dreamland to have my love dreams. Now, I hope you see what I mean and the reason why I have called this post, madness of love 4 in ma Manfraco Dreamland writings.
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My dear reader; now allow me to talk about my daydreams, and explain them in my own way.
Of all the daydreams that a man can dream during his life; the love-dreams for a woman’s love are the greatest daydreams of them all, with so many emotional feelings and with so many sides, and one can never be sure about what is going to happen next when one falls in love, because loving is similar to a beautiful dream, and in a real sleeping dream things may suddenly change, and what seems to be sweet at one moment next moment it may turn out sour. So for me to have a chance to describe freely my love dream, I may as well pretend that in reality it is all a dream, and so mix daydreams with night dreams, so that nobody knows what’s real and what’s only a night dream, and since I am now writing in dreamland, I may as well get started dreaming away and write my dreams now.
There are times when every night I would dream about a girl, and this girl is called Sunny Smile, I dream about her because I have been in love with her, and also because I have nobody else that loves me nowadays. Therefore, in my present situation I still love Sunny Smile and I dream about her every day of my life. I have to dream about loving someone, because I have no real love in my present way of life, and dreaming about love at night or daydreaming during the day is my whole love life, and by doing so it seems to fulfil a small part of that psychological need that we require, in order that we may keep mentally healthy, so in a way this dreaming of love is a God sent dream of love, which helps me to overcome my deficient love life, by supplying in a poor way the sweet part of love making that is missing in my life. Therefore, it would be wise for me to keep dreaming on and do not disturb my way of dreaming. But let me tell you a few of my love dreams, since I have dreamed so many of them.
Therefore, allow me to tell you this part of my story, as if it is a real dream even if it may be real. Because writing my story as a dream, it will be easier for me to say things and what I did, mixed up with things that I thought, and things that I dreamed during the days or the nights. I would like to write my story this way because I don’t like to separate things, and to say exactly what I did to everybody. And then if it happens that there is a real lady called Sunny Smile, and one day she happens to read my writings she will know the truth, and how little or nothing really happened between us, with the exception that I became emotionally involved, much more than I thought possible. So now let me start to tell you the story:
One day I dreamt that I was working in a garden, I don’t know and I can’t tell you exactly where this garden was, but I can tell you that this garden had something to do with Sunny Smile my sweetheart, because I have seen Sunny Smile strolling in this garden a few times. I am doing some sort of works in the garden, so I have been there already a few days, my heart is full of expectations and in love, and I hope so much that Sunny Smile will show up soon, and if she comes close enough I am going to talk to her, I really want to talk to her because in a previous chance meeting there was something strange that I said: I remember that day when I met her in the shopping centre, she said to me that she had divorced, and while we were talking about her divorce I felt sorry and concerned about her, therefore I asked her; ‘How do you manage now?’ I never meant my question to be so physically personal, as her answer was. Because she answered to me; ‘My womb rumbles, but I am all right because I love my children.’ She also said a bit more about her divorce, and other painful things that followed her divorce.
But what’s on my mind right now is that very personal answer of hers, because I felt as if she was feeling anguish in her heart, and she was so sorry for herself and crying to me for help. I am saying this because one has to understand, that when a man hears an answer that implies sex from a beautiful lady like Sunny Smile, it can only sound to him as if it is an invitation to make love. Perhaps she said that phrase on impulse and without thinking, just to make me feel sorry about her. Or was her subconscious inviting me to think about her? I just don’t know! Therefore the only way to find out is to talk to her.
As far as I know she is not aware that I also need a relationship very much, because I am living with a very sick wife, who is not interested in love making any more, to the point that we are married only in name and sleep in different beds, therefore a relationship with Sunny Smile would be very welcome for me.
So for me now, the only way to find out if a relationship is possible with her is to talk to her, and then see if she would be interested in the relationship that I can offer her. Therefore if she comes in the garden today I have to find the courage to talk to her.
So I start thinking what to say: Should I say, ‘I love you!’ Perhaps not, it doesn’t make sense if I say ‘I love you, out of the blue; Perhaps it would be better to say, since you are alone you may need somebody who would love you in a new relationship, and I also need a relationship very much, so take me with you, I will be your man. Ho no! Even this way it doesn’t sound right. This is going to be the hardest thing that I have to say in my whole life. Anyhow whatever I may say, if and when she comes this way is better than not saying anything.
I love you Sunny Smile.
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From, SUNNY SMILE WRITINGS
Madness of love 2

This fellow is dreaming in the land of dreams and fantasy,

this fellow can be you as well as me, so let's dream on.
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I have been thinking or perhaps dreaming, why should I have to sit right down and write myself a letter, and make believe that it came from you? It would be better if I write to you, so, let me write a letter to you, Sunny Smile.
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Madness of love 2
My dear Sunny;
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This letter may just be a bit of a surprise for you, and perhaps you may be even shocked to learn that I am writing to you and the reason why I am writing to you, and what I am going to say to you in this letter. But since I have learned that you are now divorced, you have been on my mind all the time. So, I have been thinking that it would be better for me, that I write you a letter to let you know about how I feel about you.
There are a few reasons why you are on my mind all the time, and one reason is that I am falling in love with you, or perhaps it would be more correct to say that, what I really feel within my heart is that I have become aware, that I love you beyond any human understanding.
And from what you have said to me, you sound to me as if you need a man in your life, and I wish so much that, that man is me. Not only because I love you beyond an human understanding; but also because nowadays I am having a relationship crisis with my wife, as she has gone completely cold on me, and she is not interested in love making any more, and even when she sees me suffer she doesn’t care about me any more. Therefore, there are times when I think that it would be better for me to live a separate life, so I may as well start looking for a another wife, or a sex partner if I want to enjoy what is left of my sex life.
What I have just said may sound shocking to you, but if you thing about it, it is not shocking at all; because we are two adults, and both of us are missing out on the most beautiful thing that we can have in our life, and this thing that I am talking about is called love making.
So now please, allow me to speak out, because I am about to reveal what could be a real shock to you; which is that I have loved you for a very long time, without even knowing it myself that I was in love with you.
All this mix up of love feelings has happened to me, because a long time ago I had to forbid myself to love you, as you have always seemed to me too classy and therefore unreachable. But after becoming aware of your divorce, I have lowered my emotional guard, and as soon as I have let myself think about you, the emotions of love have risen so fast in my heart, and they have become too strong within my heart and my soul.
So now, in my madness of love for you I have reached a stage where I can’t help it, and I have to dare and take my chances with you, whenever and wherever the chances will arise. I have to take my chances with you because I love you. And come what it may! So at this point I have made up my mind, and I am looking for a chance to meet you soon, because I would like so much to talk to you face to face, and feel that wonderful attraction that you have on me, while I will try to say just how much I love you.

My greetings to you, lady of my dreams that I call, SUNNY SMILE,
May the god of love send you sweet dreams about me?
I hope to hear from you soon.
From your crazy lover that loves you and dreams about you all the time.
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Madness of love

SUNNY SMILE.
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A few years ago I saw a beautiful lady, and when I looked at her for the first time she smiled at me, and her smile seemed to me like a warm ray of sunshine on a cold winter day. And for this very special smile I am going to call her SUNNY SMILE; since it would be better not to use her real name in my writings. I looked at her with such warm feeling into my heart, and I thought at once that I could fall in love with her. The reason or the fear of falling in love was that she reminded me of a certain girl, that I gave a lift to her home after dancing with her at a public dancing Hall. After that first time I tried to befriend her, because I was really attracted to her, but all my efforts were to be in vain, but I was aware that I would fall in love with her, if only she would give me the chance.
So, now since Sunny Smile was looking very much the same as her, I was falling in love with her at first sight. But I pulled myself together and said to myself: Why I look at this Lady and think to love her at first sight?! As if I have seen my ideal woman for the first time in my life!
So I looked at my position and said to myself; why I am thinking about loving her since it is wrong. Because I am a married man and I have three beautiful children, and my wife is pretty too, if only she would make the effort of looking after herself a bit more. And as it happens also Sunny Smile is married, and she is married to a husband, which can afford a higher standard of living than I can ever be able to afford. So, what’s wrong with me! Why I do think about falling in love with her?
Having said that to myself I put my heart at rest and from that day onward whenever I saw her I never thought of love anymore or anything else that would indicate then, that one day I would be sexually attracted to her and fall in love with her.
The fact that I saw her living on a higher standard of living, that I could ever afford to give her; and the fact that I imagined her, as if she was on a higher level socially than I was; because I felt as if she was a noble woman and I was a commoner, all these things stopped me thinking of any possible love happenings between us.
So, nowadays I could say that, I have been in love with her in the most pure way possible for a very long time without knowing it; because, I didn’t have any sexual desires, when I have met her several times later on, and this state of mind went on for several years: But every time that I saw her she was a great delight to my eyes, and as the time went by to me she seemed even more beautiful than when I met her the first time. And these pure love feelings went on for a very long time, and I mean many years, and they could still be going on, if things had not changed and had stayed the way they were.
But one day I met Sunny Smile when I was shopping, and I simply asked her: How are you?
And she answered me back; I am all right, but you know that I am divorced now!
What a great shock it was for me! To me only a madman would divorce such a beautiful Lady.
And while I was still in shock from the news of her divorce; as a reaction and without thinking I asked her. How do you manage now?
And here is the most unexpected answer of them all, and a real shocker it was to me. And these are more or less the words she used to answer me.
My womb rumbles, but I love my children, and I am all right.
O my God! Why she had to express herself that way? Why? Why she had to say to me my womb rumbles!? Does she mean that she is suffering the withdrawals from her active sex life? But only because she loves her children, she is able to cope with her loss of love making that she enjoyed so much. To me those words she used sounded like pains and despair in her heart, and although she could put up with it perhaps temporary, it would be hard for her in the long run, and one day she might want to find another husband or lover. But since she had stated her sex problem to me, I as a man felt that it was almost like in invitation to make love her. And from that moment my mind started thinking about Sunny Smile.
O my God! I that had forbidden myself to love her even within my own mind: Because she seemed so great and beautiful to me; because she seemed so high up that I could never be able to reach her; because she seemed to me an impossible love dream to achieve. That was as long as she was married; but now she has divorced and her marriage is gone.
Now since she has divorced she is free again. So, now all the fences that I had built around me to keep away any thoughts of love are useless. Because they have been destroyed by a single word; divorce. And now I can think about her as a possible dream of love.
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This is indeed Madness of love, because, alas poor me! At the very moment that my love dream was born, I was transported in cloud nine, and while I was in love I could never see, think or believe, that my love dream could and would become the greatest shock of my life. Because this love dream of mine has never been realized up to nowadays, but never the less it became the most important moment of my life, and it made me understand what love really is, since I had to behold within myself what a woman’s love can do to a man’s heart, that is when a man really falls in love with his sweetheart. You see there is no way to avoid this state of mind, because this power that I felt is God given power, which Mother-nature in conjunction with God uses to reproduce life on earth: But it is sometimes so strong that may send a man crazy. So I was shocked. And what a shock it was!
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There is also another inner feeling that has made me behave as I did, and at this point it would be better for me to say it, that is when I saw this lady Sunny Smile for the first time, she was standing up in a small veranda, and I thought that she was very much alike, the statue of the Madonna our Lady of Grace, which we used to take around the town of Genzano, which is the town that I come from in Italy. We carry this Madonna on our shoulder in a procession when it is due time, and when I was young I have had the honour to carry this Madonna on my own shoulders, in a few religious events a long time ago. Everybody over there thinks that the statue of this Madonna is one of the most beautiful Madonna’s around.
Now because of Sunny Smile resemblance to this Madonna; Sunny Smile became readily a symbol of respect within my heart and mind.
But this pure respect that I had for Sunny Smile didn’t stop me to fall in love with her later on, and it seems to me that, perhaps it only brought my falling in love with her at a higher level.
Because, love, which is the greatest and most beautiful emotion of our life, rumbled so much inside me that in the end; I saw love, and only love, and nothing else but love.
And now that I know that I have fallen in love with Sunny Smile, I wish that I would find the courage to say to her, that famous short phrase that lovers say: I love you!
But even if I get the chance to talk to her, and find to courage to say to her, I love you. Just the phrase, I love you, for me would not be enough, because I love her too much, as I love her beyond any human understanding.
And this love for her makes me feel love sick lots of times. So, today I feel love sick as love sick can be. It because this love force in my heart drives me so hard, and it makes me wish that I should meet Sunny Smile somehow, I long so much to talk to her even if it is only for a moment, and in that moment of time I hope to have the courage to say to her, I love you! But what can I do? Because of the circumstances everything has been left to chance. So I ask myself whether it would be wise for me if I could write a letter to her and say, just how much I love her.
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So, in my Madness of love, I think that I will do just that, and I will write her a letter to pacify my own heart: Just how the old song goes; I sit right down and write myself a letter, and make believe that it came from you.

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This blog is being created to deal with people dreams, with people fantasies and people problems; I hope it works because it sounds as if it is only a dream?

DREAMLAND.
THIS IS THE LAND OF DREAMS AND FANTASY.

Welcome to the land of dreams and fantasy!
Let me welcome you to dreamland my friends!
You are all welcome here, and you can stay here as long as you like, because dreamland is free for everybody that in dreams and fantasy likes to dwell.
You can dream whatever dreams you like in dreamland: sweet dreams, love dreams, good dreams, strange dreams, wild dreams and even nightmares. And perhaps after dreaming them, if you feel like it, you could even tell us your dreams.
And if you happen to tell us one of your dreams, or if you listen to a dream being told, please remember, that in dreamland nobody can tell whether the dream that we may be telling is the truth as well. Since in dreamland lies may seem truths and truths may seem lies as well; because even I, and I am the dreamer of dreamland, but even I don’t know what’s the truth a well.
Of course I have dreamed the dream that’s true. But it is only a dream and it can not be the truth just because it is a dream; but at the same time it can not be a lie as well, just because what I am telling you, it has really taken place at least inside my mind as well.


I call this bird, the dream stopper!

So, here I am, in my dreamland my friends.
Because this is where sometimes I like to dwell nowadays, whether I like to be in it or not makes no difference, because my lifestyle seems to have forced me to be in dreamland.
It had to happen to me, because somehow during my life I got tired and bored from the painful events of my life, and in order to escape my pains and boredom, I have tried to find a way out capable to break that boredom and gloom. Therefore, nowadays in the land of dreams and fantasy I often happen to dwell, which is a situation forced from my life’s events, that were and are even now mostly beyond my control.
I don’t like being in this sort of situation, because by nature I am a doer and not a dreamer, so I would like very much to do some physical work, since that would keep my body fit and my mind occupied, and it would also give me some pleasure when I finish a task, because then, I would feel that I have achieved something worth doing.
Instead I am ruining my health, and perhaps I may be wasting away in the land of dreams and fantasy. But in my forced and hopeless situation I can’t do what I want, and therefore I am forced to dwell in the land of dreams and fantasy, just to keep my mind occupied in the hope that I keep it healthy. So you’ll have to forgive me if sometimes I will sound a bit strange, because in the land of dreams and fantasy everything can feel or be strange.
I suppose by now you know, or perhaps you have guessed already, that in the land of dreams and fantasy there are no restrictions whatsoever, so anyone can dream anything, say anything, think of anything and do anything at all. Because in the land of dreams there are no man made rules, and one is set completely free of all human acquired restrictions.
Because of this great freedom one can let oneself go wild, and dream or think of anything that one likes; and in doing so a person does not harm anyone, or break any man made rules, since it all happens in one’s own mind.
Therefore, in the realm of dreams and fantasy just about everybody may willingly like to dwell, just because one can dream of anything that one wants; but cant have it in real life. And in doing so one may be able to avoid being depressed, since one avoids that despair that otherwise may sent one crazy. Therefore, for someone to dream in the land of dreams and fantasy may be said that it is an escape from realty: But at the same time there is no harm done in dreaming, since it becomes an essential escape that serves well all humanity, because somehow it is able to help in keeping a balanced mental health, even if these dreams happen to be plain daydreams.
I can bet that you are also dreaming; are you not?

So, let me start telling you my dremland dreams if I may?
Even though I don't know from where to start, but anyhow I start it this way.

One day I met an old friend of mine, he seemed a bit upset and bored from whatever his life was throwing at him, he was usually a very resourceful and thoughtful person, so I had to ask him why he was feeling down.
And when I asked him he said: Life has many sides to it, it is like a roller coaster, it could be good for you one day and bad next day, and sometimes one may feel that life may be beautiful; but this feeling doesn't last forever and life has many mysteries, so one can never tell what is next.
Then I asked him: What sort of mysteries are on your mind today?
The mystery of life he said.
Could you tell me more about this mystery of yours? I said, I would like the whole story.
So, he started:

THE MYSTERY OF LIFE.

And I feel that life is love, and love is life itself,
And one can not exist without the other.
Therefore if life can not exist without love,
Then I better love, or I may as well be dead.

My dear reader whoever you may be, let me tell you about me and how I fell in love for a woman and the love for this woman changed me; and the realty is that the love for this has really changed me completely. Of course I guess that this must have been part of my destiny, because now I have reason to believe that through this emotional woman’s love, (and that’s all it was just love emotions and nothing else) God did set me up in such a way that I had to go back to Him and serve Him. Now if you want to know more about this love without any love happenings you better read all my writings, whenever I will be able to write them down, where I will describe to you how God Almighty has driven me back to Him through this woman love in His own mysterious ways.
I have also reason to believe that God is love, and can be described in a parallel way with my love feelings for this particular woman, since they may be somehow one and the same thing. So:

And I feel that God is life, and life is God Himself.
And therefore one can not exist without the other.
So, if we believe in life, we have to believe in God.
And if we don’t believe in God, we may as well be dead.

What I have written above is the prologue of book number two, and this prologue above is here to show you what you could find written in this book. In this book I am going through very dip love emotions for a woman, but this love for a woman becomes at one point religious beliefs, and I feel within myself this incredible experience, which would seem to most of us impossible to understand, because I feel that dip within my soul, that the love for this woman and the love for God runs in a parallel way, and therefore the love for this woman could and would become religion and love for God.
So, God has made me dream the impossible dream, and now I have to try and reach for the unreachable stars.
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This post was written 17 Sep 2009