Madness of love, 7

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Madness of love, 7
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Madness of love, 7










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Madness of love, 7
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The reason which this post is called, Madness of love 7, it is because this is my seventh post in which I am talking and lamenting about my unwanted love, as you may see from my post madness of love 6, I am really stressed out from this frustrating psycho logic event that never lets me go even for a moment, so, within me there is this struggle going on, while my heart tells me never to surrender and wants to tell my sweetheart all the love I feel for her, as I have stated in my previous post and I shall repeat it here to make it easy for my readers to understand I want my sweetheart to know this:
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love me again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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A man in love would do anything to win the love of his sweetheart no matter how hard it is, because Mother Nature here speaks loud and clear and dare anyone who dares to find love here, once you fall in love you are chained forever to your sweetheart, which is how Mother Nature wants these things to be; you see, that is why a man will cry only for a woman’s love.
Anyhow, let me go back now to my unwanted love feelings and their consequences; you see, no matter how much one loves somebody, if that somebody keeps rejecting your love again and again, sooner or later you would have to become so frustrated and hurt from your unwanted love, and at the same time you would feel so tormented, because you can’t stop loving her. So hard you would be driven from this force of love, that you would do anything to reach your love: you would drop everything and run to her if you had the chance; you would grab the telephone and ring her up, if it was possible for you to ring her up; you would even go out of your way to send her a bunch of flowers, so that your flowers would remind her of you, and how much you love her. A lover that truly loves somebody is driven from the force of love to do all these silly things, since he can’t help himself. This is what we call madness of love.
In my dream of love I too was driven from this tormented love, that never lets one go even for a moment, and makes one feel that this love must be the most important thing in the whole world.
Driven from this overwhelming love force, that never would let me go for a moment, I have been forced from the force of love to come and call on you, even knowing that you would very likely not accept me; but this force of love would make me come to you anyhow.
So then, I would have to come to call on you, with bittersweet pains in my heart, with tears in my eyes from my unwanted pains of love, and trembling with fear of a final rejection: This is how I felt every time that my unwanted love force would drive me crazy, and would force me to come to you or telephone you. And when you where not there to answer the phone, I would become so stressed out from the emotional love force, that I would say mentally a sort of message or prayer, in my madness of love:
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O my God! O Eternal and great love force that rules the universe! You that with your God-given power urge and overwhelm me from every side, and you make me feel that I have to reach my sweetheart at all costs, as if she in danger from an unknown danger; Take this message to my beloved and tell her; Tell her!. Tell her!. Tell her!!... That I love her; and that I pray God Our Father with all my heart to save her from this unknown danger, which at this moment I feel within my heart, and tell her that my heart pains for her so much and feel so hurt, because access to reach her today has been denied.
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This is really madness of love to love without love; so, this painful love experience written above has really happened to me, and for seven long years I have been crying my heart out for my unwanted love: But nowadays I seem to have reached a point of calm within myself, and I have finally accepted that I have to live my life just as it happens to be, now and in the future. But there have been days when my emotional state of mind has sent me nearly crazy; so, I would like to write here some of my emotional thoughts, in the hope of being able to covey to you my emotional pains and distress that I went through at that time of my unwanted love, although what I can write here would only be a small part of what really happened. Because there have been times when my unwanted love pains were so great, and I would then be thinking and wishing so much to stop my pains, and I thought that if I would be able to say good-bye to my lady love, then my unwanted love pains would certainly cease. So I wrote a sort of poem to say good-bye to my lady love who was causing me so much love pains. And here it is:
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GOOD-BYE TO MY PAINFUL LOVE.
I wish I could say to you good-bye!
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile! Good-bye.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile my dear love,
Good-bye to you that have made my heart cry.
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Good-bye to the delight of my eyes.
Good-bye to my most beautiful dream.
Good-bye to the woman that I love.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile, good-bye!
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I have loved you more than anyone could,
Loved you with all my heart, my soul and my mind
Loved with all my heart that for you would even die
But now I am going to say to you, Good-bye!
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All it took from you was a warm smile.
I fell in love with you with all my heart.
And I could have loved you even more,
If only you would have let me love you so.
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But you never gave me a chance to love you.
You know, I’ve tried everything to interest you.
But, all my best love efforts have been in vain,
And now I’m going to suffer my love pains.
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Because, I have to say to you good-bye!
I feel so sad to think what could have been,
And for the love that now could never be.
So, my heart cries, God have mercy for me!
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And you that have never given for me not even a sigh.
Not even a single thought of love you have had for me.
You are only interested to think about your own self.
And you can’t see the pains that I go through for you.
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I would do anything for you, just because I love you.
But you don’t care about the pains that I go through.
You’d not be sorry for me, even if I would die for you.
So, I must be strong, to be able to say to you good-bye!
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Good-bye to you, my dear Sunny Smile! Good-bye!
I wish that my love could have lasted till I’d died.
But now, I am forced to say to you: Good-bye!
Because you don’t love me I will say: Good-bye!
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Now that I have said to you: Good-bye.
A silence of tomb within me prevails,
as if part of me is dead, or is about to die.
And I wish that I could lie down and die.
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I’m in the greatest emotional distress of my life,
And not a word I could speak from my mouth.
My heart is in pains and in despair within me.
I’m sobbing and crying, as if I’m going to die.
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I am in the greatest shock of my life.
And I feel so bad that I am going to cry.
And I will cry for the love that I’ve lost.
And for the woman that I’ve loved most.
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I am in the greatest dilemma of my life,
Just because I am looking for a love life
That’ll give me back all the love that I lost.
Just because my wife is as cold as frost.
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From this great ordeal of pains and despair
The torment of your loss in my heart is so great.
My thinking of loosing you takes my breath away.
My heart cries out in despair God have mercy.
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Now look! What a terrible mistake I have made!
My mind, my heart and my soul, they all rebel.
And I feel so bad that I think that I am going to die.
So, I surrender my good-bye idea, and shout a loud cry.
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NOOOO! PLEASE… DON’T SAY GOOD-BYE!
And in a softer voice, my heart suggests to me.
Please! Wait! And don’t you ever say good-bye.
For God may still answer your painful love cry.
So now, I will pray God every day of my life.
Pray God hoping that you’d become my wife.
And now I will never say good-bye anymore.
Because now, I will love you even more.
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Now I will love you with all my heart.
And I will love you with all my soul.
And even when you’ll break my heart
All I will say to you, is just, I love you!
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I am sure that now you see what I mean this is what we call madness of love.
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I would have liked to have finished this post in a more positive way, but anyhow, if you feel within your heart that you are in love with somebody, just have a go; do not let my painful poem stop you in any way. Good luck!
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Madness of love, 7
IS TO BE CONTINUED:
Next time with, Madness of love, 8
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