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In this madness of love post number 14, Frank No: 1 here would like to tell you a story, which is a part of his own true life, in his madness of love he thinks that by telling this story to his sweetheart he might gain some rewards. You see he has lived his life until now the best way he could, with his own life partner, whom now is not interested in him anymore. Therefore now his way of living is falling apart, and so he would like so much to find a new partner, that would be able to help him to keep his love life running the way he likes best. This has happened because as I said his love partner is not interested in him anymore, so, he has become restless and looks around to find a way out; because of this he has fallen in love with a certain Lady and he starts dreaming about her all the time, and so, he would like to tell his sweetheart the following story, in order to show her that he may very well be worth loving. In his madness of love he wants to write to her and tell her many things and just how much he loves her, so, he decides to write her a letter to start with, and then tell her a story which could demonstrate how he feels about her. So he writes:

My dear love:
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First of all I want you to know that I love you beyond any human understanding, for this reason I would like to tell you a short story about my life, and how I am love sick because of you, and so explain to you the way of how I feel about you at the present time. Because right now, I am again living within myself another one of those painful and emotional love experiences, which I happen to live them just because I love you too much, therefore this love that I feel for you within my heart drives me to you, so I want to reach you and be in love with you no matter what happens. But because in my first approach you have denied your love to me I feel so desolated, I feel as if I am in a deserted land, I think that I feel that I am in a deserted land because the desolation of a desert seems to be equal to the desolation of my soul when it’s without your love. So this story that I would like to tell you, I want to show you the great torment that I feel within myself, and the restlessness of my soul that goes in search of you all the time.

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In my madness of love I have called my story: From the Oasis of Peace; to the Oasis of Tranquillity. With this story I hope to show you just how much I love you.
So, my dear readers you can read in my next few posts, this story called; “From the oasis of peace, to the oasis of tranquillity”. See you there!
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In my madness of love I say and think about strange things, and this is one of them:
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Madness of love, 13

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The far away future, Part 2
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This could be a scene in the far way future, part 2
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And here the angel started to tell us; God made Eve for Adam; and this was done for obvious reasons, because no flesh and blood can live on its own and be happy. And in order that they could enjoy each other company, God gave them the most beautiful of them all, which nowadays on earth is called sex life or love. It all was made conditional, so that they would both enjoy it for the rest of their lives. Therefore the whole happiness for mankind is based on this need to love each other, which God made between a man and a woman, and it makes them feel as one single unit, because of the joy that they feel when they both make love to each other willingly together.
And God saw that it was good, so, He gave us the following rule to follow, which reads:
To every normal man a normal woman for a wife: So that they both can enjoy in full, the most beautiful gift that God has given us when he has given us our life, which is the joy of a man and a woman when they both willingly together make love to each other, and at that moment they feel so happy to live, to love and to be alive. They are so happy indeed that within their breasts their hearts and their souls sing in ecstasy; Glory to God Our Father and when he has given us our lives. (They are so in love and they wish their love would last forever during their lives).
But there are times when one of this pair may die, or may completely burn out for the rest of their own life, and therefore will not be able to satisfy the other partner needs of their sex life, and here I mean for the rest of their lives. Then, if the one that is still all right is unable to live his/her life because this will bring unhealthy consequences; Then we could and would relent the rules a bit, and allow the one that’s still all right find a new partner, provided that nobody feels hurt from the new situation. One should keep in mind that a man on its own is not alright to be alone, because he may very likely become sick from lack of sex life, unless he finds a way to relief himself of his excessive sex hormones, otherwise he may go crazy and do nasty deeds. Therefore a man needs a woman’s love, because only a man and a woman together will make a complete safe unit of life. That is how God made them; and that is how it will be forever. And also a woman needs a man just for the same reason, even though it seems that the needs for a woman are not as great as it is for a man.
In my madness of love and my imagination continues and sees this:
Here our angel teacher begins to comment about this rule:
So as you can see here, all that our Heavenly Father requires from you; is a normal relationship between a man and a woman, because this relationship insures to survival of the human race. Now since mankind by nature is sinful, our Heavenly Father might forgive small indiscretions, as long as it is a normal physical relationship between a man and a woman: Because that’s the way that God made them in the beginning and it there to stay and can’t be changed.
But down on earth nowadays, there are so many abnormal relationships happening between people of the same sex, and this makes our Father so sad: Because when He created us He never intended this to happen to us. This also reminds him of what He had to do when He destroyed the city of Sodom, in Lot’s story. At that time men had become so corrupt, that as a rule and not an exception a man had sex with another man, and there were times when they were too forceful about it, and they did it even if the other party was unwilling to have sex with them.
At that time the women folks were most times ignored by men, as they (the men) would prefer to go with their own kind, and it had become so terrible that our Heavenly Father decided to destroy Sodom and Gomorra.
Nowadays the only thing that could and would be more terrible than that is when minors are used for sex pleasure from older people, and worst still is when minors are being sold from criminals, for sex purposes to perverts.
God our Father is very sad when He sees all those awful and unnatural happenings, and hopes so much that people would control their abnormal desires, and also repent of their sins while they have still time to save themselves. God would like to see that, because if the abnormal desires of the people become more predominant than the normal ones, then drastic measures may have to be taken, and God our Father doesn’t like to do that unless He has got to.
Here our angel teacher pauses and says to us:
That’s all for the moment: Because the time has come for us to go and join the other groups, and then all of us together will sing: Glory to our Heavenly Father.
It is very important to glorify our Father, since everything that exists has come through Him, and everything that will exist in future will come through Him.
And blessed are those people that believe in Him, and have always believed in Him. Amen.
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At St Valentine one should really sent a dozen of red roses to your own sweetheart, this is what I believe, unless you know what your sweetheart really wants; well this is Frank No: 1 way of saying I love you to his sweetheart; But Frank No: 2 does not care and all he wants to do is tell his sweetheart how he feels about her, therefore, St Valentine sends roses does not apply to him:
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Frank No: 2, even though he has written already a Valentine letter to his sweetheart, he is still driven crazy by his love emotions which never let him go even for a moment. Since his love emotions for Sunny Smile that arise in his heart are usually painful, because no matter what he does he is unable to reach her and win her love, and for this reason he is love sick as lovesick can be. So he would like to convey to his sweetheart how painful it is for him, because of her rejection, and at the same time how important she is for him, because he loves her. So, in his lovesick state of mind which is mixed up with pains of rejection, he would like to plea with her not to cut him off completely, as it would be a disaster for him. He would feel so desperate if he loses her completely. Therefore, he would like very much to keep a tiny bit of hope, even if this tiny bit of hope is painful and almost nothing. Even if his hope is only just a dream of love, therefore he has written a sort of phraseology for the occasion, which shows very much the state of mind that he is in, and he hopes that one day he would be able to show this phraseology to his sweetheart, in the hope that his sweetheart would understand him.
So he writes to his sweetheart thus:

My dear love, they say that St Valentine sends roses, but I am not because;
My heart cries for you my darling, because it is too painful to love somebody if that somebody doesn’t love you at the same time, and at this time of the year is even worse. But because I love you so much even in this painful state of mind, my mind will never stop loving you and thinking about you, because I am forced from the love that I feel within my heart, which will make me think about you and love you all the time.
Therefore, in my painful state of mind I have written something to you. I have also written it in order to ease my unwanted love pains. What I have written could be described as phraseology. Now because this phraseology has been written under very painful circumstances, it is going to be painful to read, which would be just the way that I felt when I wrote them.
My writings portray a mixture of my love feelings for you, of the present and the past, and I hope that I don’t upset you in any way, if those phrases would sound a bit harsh on you because you don’t love me.
Therefore, I hope that you would understand me and accept my writings as they are, since I wrote them because that was what I have felt within my heart at the moment when I wrote them.
Because now is the time of St. Valentine, I would like to dedicate my phraseology to you as a Valentine letter; and this phraseology I will call; Let me dream about you. Please accept my phraseology because it shows you just how much I love you, even if it seems that all I talk is about pains: The reality is that it talks about my painful and unwanted love for you. So with this phraseology I’d like to you; please, let me at least dream about you.

LET ME DREAM ABOUT YOU.
It’s Valentine time. It’s time of love, and I wish I could see you to say that; I love you!
I wish you would find me worth loving, because I will never be able to stop loving you.
I would like to see you and talk to you of love, but it has become very difficult to meat you.
So, I feel very blue, and there is nothing that I could do, except to keep dreaming about you.

At Valentine time all lover love one another; so I hope that we could also love each other.
I wish so much that you would love me, because I love you so much that it hurts my heart.
I love you beyond any human understanding, but you don’t show any feeling of love to me.
So, with pains in my heart, and tears in my eyes I ask you: May I at least dream about you?

To live a normal life I need a woman’s love, I need a dream to feel that life is still worth living.
I want your love so much, so I would like to dream that one day you would become my love.
I love you with all my heart, my mind and my soul, and if I could love you it’ll be great for me.
But you don’t want me to love you, so, I would like to ask you: May I at least dream about you?

All the love that is in my heart is turning to pains, because you don’t want me to love you.
So, I’d like to kneel at your feet, and cry out all the unwanted love pains that are in my heart.
And I’d want to wash your feet with warm tears of love, to show you just how much I love you.
And after all this, if you still don’t love me I would pray you: Could I at least dream about you?

If you don’t love me, I would prefer to die near you from the most horrendous pains of love.
So, if I can’t reach you, I’d want to die from this violent love that from within torments me.
And it would feel good to die and find peace at last, from this love that wants to destroy me.
So, in despair for love, I’d kneel at your feet and pray you; to let me at least dream about you!

Let me dream about you, just because I love you, and I am always thinking about you.
I’ll have to dream about you, even if this dream that I dream is for me so painful to do.
Even if this dream that I dream, it’s only a dream, and it would never become true.
Because I can’t think of anything else, unless I think first just how much I love you.
And I will pray God to bless you, just because, you have let me dream about you.
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Madness of love, 7
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The reason which this post is called, Madness of love 7, it is because this is my seventh post in which I am talking and lamenting about my unwanted love, as you may see from my post madness of love 6, I am really stressed out from this frustrating psycho logic event that never lets me go even for a moment, so, within me there is this struggle going on, while my heart tells me never to surrender and wants to tell my sweetheart all the love I feel for her, as I have stated in my previous post and I shall repeat it here to make it easy for my readers to understand I want my sweetheart to know this:
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love me again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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A man in love would do anything to win the love of his sweetheart no matter how hard it is, because Mother Nature here speaks loud and clear and dare anyone who dares to find love here, once you fall in love you are chained forever to your sweetheart, which is how Mother Nature wants these things to be; you see, that is why a man will cry only for a woman’s love.
Anyhow, let me go back now to my unwanted love feelings and their consequences; you see, no matter how much one loves somebody, if that somebody keeps rejecting your love again and again, sooner or later you would have to become so frustrated and hurt from your unwanted love, and at the same time you would feel so tormented, because you can’t stop loving her. So hard you would be driven from this force of love, that you would do anything to reach your love: you would drop everything and run to her if you had the chance; you would grab the telephone and ring her up, if it was possible for you to ring her up; you would even go out of your way to send her a bunch of flowers, so that your flowers would remind her of you, and how much you love her. A lover that truly loves somebody is driven from the force of love to do all these silly things, since he can’t help himself. This is what we call madness of love.
In my dream of love I too was driven from this tormented love, that never lets one go even for a moment, and makes one feel that this love must be the most important thing in the whole world.
Driven from this overwhelming love force, that never would let me go for a moment, I have been forced from the force of love to come and call on you, even knowing that you would very likely not accept me; but this force of love would make me come to you anyhow.
So then, I would have to come to call on you, with bittersweet pains in my heart, with tears in my eyes from my unwanted pains of love, and trembling with fear of a final rejection: This is how I felt every time that my unwanted love force would drive me crazy, and would force me to come to you or telephone you. And when you where not there to answer the phone, I would become so stressed out from the emotional love force, that I would say mentally a sort of message or prayer, in my madness of love:
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O my God! O Eternal and great love force that rules the universe! You that with your God-given power urge and overwhelm me from every side, and you make me feel that I have to reach my sweetheart at all costs, as if she in danger from an unknown danger; Take this message to my beloved and tell her; Tell her!. Tell her!. Tell her!!... That I love her; and that I pray God Our Father with all my heart to save her from this unknown danger, which at this moment I feel within my heart, and tell her that my heart pains for her so much and feel so hurt, because access to reach her today has been denied.
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This is really madness of love to love without love; so, this painful love experience written above has really happened to me, and for seven long years I have been crying my heart out for my unwanted love: But nowadays I seem to have reached a point of calm within myself, and I have finally accepted that I have to live my life just as it happens to be, now and in the future. But there have been days when my emotional state of mind has sent me nearly crazy; so, I would like to write here some of my emotional thoughts, in the hope of being able to covey to you my emotional pains and distress that I went through at that time of my unwanted love, although what I can write here would only be a small part of what really happened. Because there have been times when my unwanted love pains were so great, and I would then be thinking and wishing so much to stop my pains, and I thought that if I would be able to say good-bye to my lady love, then my unwanted love pains would certainly cease. So I wrote a sort of poem to say good-bye to my lady love who was causing me so much love pains. And here it is:
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GOOD-BYE TO MY PAINFUL LOVE.
I wish I could say to you good-bye!
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile! Good-bye.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile my dear love,
Good-bye to you that have made my heart cry.
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Good-bye to the delight of my eyes.
Good-bye to my most beautiful dream.
Good-bye to the woman that I love.
Good-bye to you Sunny Smile, good-bye!
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I have loved you more than anyone could,
Loved you with all my heart, my soul and my mind
Loved with all my heart that for you would even die
But now I am going to say to you, Good-bye!
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All it took from you was a warm smile.
I fell in love with you with all my heart.
And I could have loved you even more,
If only you would have let me love you so.
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But you never gave me a chance to love you.
You know, I’ve tried everything to interest you.
But, all my best love efforts have been in vain,
And now I’m going to suffer my love pains.
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Because, I have to say to you good-bye!
I feel so sad to think what could have been,
And for the love that now could never be.
So, my heart cries, God have mercy for me!
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And you that have never given for me not even a sigh.
Not even a single thought of love you have had for me.
You are only interested to think about your own self.
And you can’t see the pains that I go through for you.
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I would do anything for you, just because I love you.
But you don’t care about the pains that I go through.
You’d not be sorry for me, even if I would die for you.
So, I must be strong, to be able to say to you good-bye!
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Good-bye to you, my dear Sunny Smile! Good-bye!
I wish that my love could have lasted till I’d died.
But now, I am forced to say to you: Good-bye!
Because you don’t love me I will say: Good-bye!
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Now that I have said to you: Good-bye.
A silence of tomb within me prevails,
as if part of me is dead, or is about to die.
And I wish that I could lie down and die.
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I’m in the greatest emotional distress of my life,
And not a word I could speak from my mouth.
My heart is in pains and in despair within me.
I’m sobbing and crying, as if I’m going to die.
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I am in the greatest shock of my life.
And I feel so bad that I am going to cry.
And I will cry for the love that I’ve lost.
And for the woman that I’ve loved most.
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I am in the greatest dilemma of my life,
Just because I am looking for a love life
That’ll give me back all the love that I lost.
Just because my wife is as cold as frost.
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From this great ordeal of pains and despair
The torment of your loss in my heart is so great.
My thinking of loosing you takes my breath away.
My heart cries out in despair God have mercy.
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Now look! What a terrible mistake I have made!
My mind, my heart and my soul, they all rebel.
And I feel so bad that I think that I am going to die.
So, I surrender my good-bye idea, and shout a loud cry.
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NOOOO! PLEASE… DON’T SAY GOOD-BYE!
And in a softer voice, my heart suggests to me.
Please! Wait! And don’t you ever say good-bye.
For God may still answer your painful love cry.
So now, I will pray God every day of my life.
Pray God hoping that you’d become my wife.
And now I will never say good-bye anymore.
Because now, I will love you even more.
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Now I will love you with all my heart.
And I will love you with all my soul.
And even when you’ll break my heart
All I will say to you, is just, I love you!
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I am sure that now you see what I mean this is what we call madness of love.
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I would have liked to have finished this post in a more positive way, but anyhow, if you feel within your heart that you are in love with somebody, just have a go; do not let my painful poem stop you in any way. Good luck!
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Madness of love 6
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THE GATE OF LOVE-PAINS
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My dear readers this post is called, madness of love 6; so let me explain, life has always been full of surprises and our love life has lots of them, it is like flipping the coin and guessing whether it is going to be head or tail, whether you are going to be happy or sad, whether you are going to be in cloud 9 and happy or whether you are going to feel those hell pains. Whatever is the outcome of your love life you have to try to love during your life, because there is nothing more important than love somebody of the opposite sex, it has always been like this, you see if we do not love and reproduce all life will end; so, let us love, even if one day we may go through the gate of love-pains.
Therefore no matter what is going to be written hereunder just do not surrender; but try to find your love anyhow, because love is life and life is love itself.
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THE NEGATIVES ABOUT LOVE
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Now if anyone has ever felt love-pains in his life, that person will wish that there were warning signs written all over the place; and those warning signs were has threatening as the warning phrases written in front of the Gate of Hell; so that one would be scared to enter, and therefore would normally choose to keep away.
In this case the warning for the gate of love pains might have been written this way:

THE GATE OF LOVE-PAINS

Through this love-gate you’ll go into the place of sorrow.
Through this love-gate you’ll go into the eternal love-pains.
Through this love-gate you’ll go and you will be lost forever.
Leave every hope or peace of mind, if you ever enter in here.
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Now since I believe that once I have entered the gate of love-pains myself at one stage during my life; and I better tell you what has happened to me, which is about my love that I felt for Sunny Smile, as you all know already she didn’t like to love me. But I had to insist to reach for her because I could not help it, and therefore I really have gone through the gate of love-pains. I wish I had known before about love-pains, but nobody has ever warned me about love-pains, and now I am paying with a very painful love experience.
This painful love experience I would like to share with you, and also with my beloved Sunny Smile if one day becomes possible to share this with her, so, I would like to write it all down, as if I am talking to you and also to my beloved at the same time.
Therefore; to you my beloved Sunny Smile, and to anybody that happens to read my writings, I hope that by reading my writings here, you could feel and behold my painful love experience as I have done; because this is the real reason why I have written my writings, since it allows me to express my pains, and I hope that Sunny Smile will feel my pains, if one day she ever might read my writings.
To my readers I will say: Hereby I am warning you to beware the force of love that’s within us, which starts by making you believe that in a relationship, there is only love sweet love to gain, and then you’ll find out that there are also love-pains with it: But by then it is too late to stop.
So I am warning you my dear readers to beware, the eternal God given force of love that’s within us, and which Mother Nature uses to rule on earth the whole of mankind. Because when a man falls in love with a beautiful woman, this God given force of love that within us dwells, may become switched on with all its God given strength. So that we will be forced to love this beautiful woman with all our heart, with our entire mind, with all our body and soul, beyond our own understanding; just in the same way that it has happened to me.
And we will be so overwhelmed by this force of love that we can’t help it, and we will become its slaves, and therefore we willingly will be the slaves of our sweetheart too.
This sort of love can strike us at any time in our life, even when one thinks that one is too old to fall in love again.
And when this force of love fills out your heart, your mind, your soul and everything else within your body and you are burning with pains of unwanted love within your heart, from the anguish of unfulfilled and passionate love, because your sweetheart is not there with you.
Then you’ll be crying your heart out, and you will feel great pains from the depth of your soul, while the force of love relentless keeps working on you, and by doing so engraves ardent phrases of love within your heart never to be deleted until you die.
Driven by this force of love that never lets you go even for a moment, you will feel that you’ll want to shout out all those love feelings from within yourself: So you would like to say with a sweet voice to your sweetheart, and with a firm and strong voice to the whole world if necessary, all those love phrases that your burning love has taught you, while you were burning with passionate love pains.
You will feel ready and willing to say them with all your heart, and really you will mean every word you are saying; with no fear of being ridiculous, with no reserve or any thoughts of regret, with no feeling of shame of them being untrue. And you will want to say them freely strait from your heart, and you know that you will feel happy about it, when you are going to say them to your sweetheart, because you love her so much.
But now my dear reader remember this, as this may also happen to you one day: If or when you can not say all those love phrases as I have said above, or you feel ridiculous when you are saying them, then you don’t know what love is, because you have never been in love before.
Because, anybody that has really been in love in his life, will try to communicate his feeing of love to his sweetheart with no reserve at all, and if or when he can talk to her, he may say something like this to her:
My dear love, I have fallen in love with you with all my heart, but it is not all my fault: Because, when one falls in love with someone as beautiful as you are, really as beautiful and rare as you are, then the love that that-man will feel into his heart will be just as beautiful and rare as you are: So, if I have felt so much love for you, it has been because of what I see in you, even if these feeling of love may seem beyond any human understanding.
Now I would like to go back to talk about my own love experience, because once I have really fallen in love myself, and I mean really fallen in love: Therefore, I have felt the power of love torment my heart, because my sweetheart rejected me. So let me say this to you: A man who is really in love is blind, because he doesn’t want to see what he doesn’t like to see, and he will find all possible excuse for his sweetheart, and find even a reason why she rejected him. But he can’t take no for an answer and will go back to her no matter what, as he may try to use her rejection to go back to her, where he sweetly and painfully may say to her something like this:
I know that you could not love me now, because you still feel so hurt from your last painful love event, but I wish to God that you would be able to love me later on, when your heart is healed and you feel normal again. I am saying this to you because I can’t help it, since I am so much in love with you that I will love you forever. I feel within myself that I have no other choice but to love you, and even though you have rejected me and I am very hurt, my heart could not and would not surrender from your rejections, therefore, I will have to come back to you even if you reject me again and again.
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So please listen to me, and what I have to say now:
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If I were to ask you for one hundred times: And then you would reject me for one hundred times; for one hundred times I would come back to you nicely and warmly, and I would ask you for your love again and again, until your broken heart would heal from the force of my love that will never cease loving you for a moment, and then you would be able to love again. Therefore I feel strongly within my heart, that: I would like to be your Prince Charming, because I feel that you would be for me now my Sleeping Beauty, and I would do my best to wake you up from your deep love sleep.
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By Manfraco Laws.
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Madness of love 5
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Lovers to be beware!
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Before I go on telling you about my Sunny Smile love with no love story, in this post Madness of love 5, I would like to say to you, lovers beware! Lovers to be beware the force of love; I am saying this because I have been hurt from it. So let me write a few other things about this love hurting, those things which I don’t seem to be able to include in my writings easily; so, just to keep track of my love hurt feelings that sometimes were and are running in all directions. So please, be patient with me while I sort it out. I would like to start by telling you my love pains in this chapter of; Lovers to be beware!
Now, let me explain these writings here, although this post Madness of love 5 is being written in my dreamland writings, which I called Lovers to be beware; lots of things written about love in here are real feelings and they are not dreams, because they are my feelings of love and pains and they were real: Therefore, I would like to warn any would be lover, if you sit out to find your own love sweet love, to beware of the gates of Love Sweet Love; because they may lead you at the same time to the gate of Love Pains.
So, here I am writing about an imaginary Love Gate, which I believe that if a real love gate would exist: there should be written on these love gates something like this:
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THE GATE OF LOVE
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Mother-nature about love speaks loud and clear,
Warned are those lovers that dare to enter here.
In here not only you may find love sweet love:
But here you may also find anguish and pains.
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Mother-nature and God have set me here forever.
So, I serve the creator, who has given me power to rule,
Over all those lovers that the world will ever know,
They all have to come through this love-gate to love.
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The rules of love we use within here are equal and fair.
But lovers if you come through this love gate beware.
That in this love-gate there are love and pains together.
So lucky are those lovers that will find only sweet love.
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When somebody falls in love he is completely blind,
And he dreams of love sweet love within his mind.
He doesn’t see that there is a double gate in the front.
So lucky is he who enters only the gate of sweet love.
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And unlucky is the one who goes completely blind.
And he doesn’t seem to see the danger that’s around.
So full of sweet love he is, in his heart and his mind,
And dreaming of love he enters the gate of love pains.
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Ouch! How hard can life be sometimes for us, it drives us to do things that could be painful like the love pains that I have written in my poem above? Anyhow, now that I have written my painful poem, I need to say just a few more things to clear my position about what I think about love? I believe that we should take our chances and try to find love one way or another, because love is the only thing that makes life worthwhile, so, let us try and find our own love in our lives.
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Before I sign out from this post of, Madness of love 5, I want to wish you all that you find love sweet love the very first time, so that you do not go through the gates of love pains. Good luck and sweet dreams, as you know you are in Manfraco Dreamland, so you may as well dream about love?
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Madness of love 4
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My dear readers let me continue to tell you about my love without love story that I was telling you in my last post of Manfraco Dreamland: This is post, Madness of love 4, which is the continuation of Madness of love 3.
Anyhow, while I was in this garden and while I am thinking what to say and what to do if I meet Sunny Smile, I see Sunny Smile coming into the garden, I try to keep calm and keep doing what I was doing, and hope so much that she would be coming my way, she is looking around to enjoy the sights, and after a little while she turns and she is walking towards me. And a thousand thoughts flash across my mind. And I am thinking I am at the cross-roads of something that can be great! The only thing that I have to do is to find the courage to speak to her, and say what I have to say; After all a lot of great deeds, have been carried out by great people, just because they have had the courage to make that final decision. For example, even the emperor; Julius Caesar had to decide to march his army to Rome, even if he had to battle against the rest of the roman’s armies. So I must go on and take my chances, and do what I have to do, therefore I have to speak to Sunny Smile, about my love feelings that I have for her.
Now Sunny Smile is walking towards me and she is getting very close to where I am, and I feel that she is going to say at least hello if she passes me by, but I want to make sure that I can talk to her, just in case she walks past me with a smile and says nothing. So while she is approaching I smile to her and say: ‘Hello Sunny!’ And since in the garden there is a sit nearby I found the courage to say; please sit down here, I would like to talk to you. She looked at me in a strange way. And then I don’t know what came over me, when I found myself saying to her something crazy like this. If you need a man in your life please take me I am yours. I am sure now that I said the wrong thing, because;
She looked at me as if I was a mad man. And then she said. ‘Thank you for your offer; but no thank you.’ She said a few more things to the same effect, and then she walked away from me. Now you can see why I call this post, Madness of love 4.
After that meeting when I saw Sunny Smile in the garden again, I felt so distressed and in love with her, so I picked a bunch of flowers and gave them to her. She said; ‘thank you, they are beautiful,’ and another few words just to be polite, and nothing else happened after that, but she showed interest in the flowers and not in me. And after that event whenever I met her I would try to be nice to her and give her roses and flowers, but all of my efforts seemed to be in vain, as this relationship was not progressing at all, in fact it became worse as time went by. Meanwhile it was becoming clear to me that I was falling deeply in love with Sunny Smile. So I was falling in love with this lady Sunny Smile but she didn’t want to love me; or at least she tried to make me believe that she didn’t love me. And that moment I wished so much to know what was in her heart, but I couldn’t. I have tried to talk to her and offer her things; but all my efforts seem to be in vain, because she responds always in the negative.
So as you can see I have tried to get a relationship going, but I didn’t succeed; and all I got from it was a broken heart. I thought that at my age these happenings should not have worried me at all; but they did really worry me, as this is my Madness of love 4, which is going to make me half crazy.
This happening has worried me because, when I tried start my relationship going I was thinking that I could walk away from it, and I wouldn’t care if the answer would be in the negative. But then, when I found out that I would not be able to walk away from her, it was a real shock to me.
I could not do it because, I was falling deeply in love with Sunny Smile, and then I started to realise that what seemed for me an easy way out did not exist anymore. Or perhaps it would be better to say that an easy way out had never existed, because I had always loved Sunny Smile without knowing it myself.
And as time went by I fell in love more deeply, because I really wanted Sunny Smile to be mine. Because every time that I saw Sunny I would realise, that she was the best woman that I had ever seen or known, she would for sure be the best wife in the world, and lucky would be the man that could marry her, since she had everything that a man values most in a woman.
And at the same time, I felt so sorry for her because she had divorced; and I could not understand why her former husband had gone so far and divorce her. And indeed if it was me, I would have cried my heart out to her until she would have forgiven me. But it seems that he didn’t even try to ask her to forgive him.
And the more I saw Sunny and talk to her, the more impressed I was about her; since I saw her managing her things exactly the same way that I would manage them, when I am at my best.
And I thought that if I had a twin soul she must be my own twin soul, I have no doubts about it. So, she managed everything so well that I lost my heart over her, because I started thinking how great it would be if she was my wife, she would be the most worthy wife that a man can ever have: She is so beautiful, she is so smiling and warm, she is so understanding, she is so clever, she is so human in her way of dealing with me and with people.
What else can a man ever want from a woman? She would be the most perfect wife that a man can ever have! I know that now I am comparing her to my wife, which at this present time she has become my wife only in name, and I don’t know if she will ever be able of making love to me in the future, and therefore become my wife again as it is supposed to be.
But for a moment, let us stop here to see what difference could there have been between Sunny Smile and my wife! And the difference was so great because; Sunny Smile seemed to me like the sun warm and full of life; and my wife seemed like the moon cold and lifeless, so it would be like comparing the day to the night, it would be like comparing the light to the darkness. If this comparison had happened years ago my wife could have scored much better; but because my wife now is sick and weak, and I don’t know if she is going to be better in the future, and she is also growing colder and colder as a woman, and there is no more love for me. And I am afraid that because she doesn’t love me anymore, and I have to keep away from her I will not be able to love her anymore, as it would be a waste of time for me and it would make me only upset. So this is one of the reasons, or perhaps the only reason, why I have fallen in love Sunny Smile and invented dreamland to have my love dreams. Now, I hope you see what I mean and the reason why I have called this post, madness of love 4 in ma Manfraco Dreamland writings.
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My dear readers, here we are in the land of dreams and fantasy dreaming away; but let me tell you this believe it or not this can happen to you as well as me?
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Madness of love 4
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